In May I scheduled a colonoscopy as a follow up from my first one, in which they found an extremely large but completely benign polyp. Usually polyps that large are cancerous. The doctor wanted me to come back in two years, but I put if off for another year, and then we had THREE deaths in our close family, and three turned into four. By the time I scheduled this one, I was kicking myself really hard for waiting. I thought I would/should be the last person to show up with colon cancer that could have been caught far earlier (DH is a colon cancer survivor, and I worked endo for years until last summer). So this has been weighing on me for three months.On top of my paranoia, I learned that an acquaintance of ours had recently died of colon cancer. I knew he had been diagnosed, but didn’t know he had gotten that ill. He had had a precancerous polyp removed, and came in exactly on time for his 3 year follow up, only to find that he had stage 4 cancer with mets to the liver and lung. He lived only 2.5 years after that shocking diagnosis. By the time my appointment came, I was really worried I’d screwed up big time by putting mine off.
I had it this morning and they only found one tiny, innocent looking polyp. I’m quite relieved, and I will never put off an exam again this long. I have also made an appt. for a mammogram, internal med visit, and bone scan. Then next up will be the dentist. No more putting my head in the sand while I take care of others first.
Like @dragonmom, I was given suprep this time (had prepopik the first time-great stuff). Suprep is really vile. Mine tasted like really salty lemon cough syrup. I nearly gagged several times, but I just chugged it down quickly using a straw. I agree with her about the fullness and bloating. Having been an endo nurse prior and seen many people go into the procedure not cleaned out, I had taken an aggressive approach and ate a very low residue diet for two days before my clear liquid day. I think I was already pretty empty when I started the prep, so very early through the first round, I was already completely clear. But being a rules person, I did the second round, to my great regret. I think I got one hour of sleep.
On the one hand, I see how one would prefer the FIT or virtual colonoscopy if there is no family history of polyps. The thing that would bother me about the FIT, however, are the false negatives. If you actually have a cancer that is missed, it has an entire year to grow before you have the next test. Even though colon cancer is usually a slow growing cancer, that fact was no consolation to our friend; that year could make the difference between early stage and infiltration leading to METS, or “less severe,” curable cancer that is nevertheless enough to mandate a permanent colostomy. As much as a beating as the colonoscopy was, it’s one day of my life. I don’t intend to put myself at such silly risk again.
I don’t have any colon cancer in my family whatsoever. But I need to set an example for my daughters, who by virtue of their Dad’s stage 3 cancer at age 46, DO have the need for early and timely screening. And you never know when you will be the first in a family to have a given cancer. Early detection is key, we all know this, so I need to walk the walk that I am preaching to my girls.
All that said, hoping to get a five year ticket.