<p>Throughout my freshman year, I was severely depressed and didn't do anything but lock myself up at home for most of the year. I did however, join the swim team at during spring and that helped, but I did nothing else really. I spent a lot of the time before going to counseling, and seeing a psychiatrist (who assumed that everything had to do with ADHD, called me slow, and prescribed me a bunch of Adderall pills, which I only took for two weeks before getting sick of them).</p>
<p>I DID try to get into clubs at the beginning of that year though. But you had to actually take this big test and do an interview to get into the one club I wanted to be in. I passed the test, but failed the interview due to stuttering, lack of eye contact, and so on. When I didn't make it in, I quit going to the meetings for the other clubs.</p>
<p>This year, I made it into the club I tried out last year, and am in three other clubs, and seeing another counselor for autistic traits and am getting evaluated for an Autism Spectrum Disorder along with that. I've also been trying to improve my social skills, and if I improve enough, I have a lot of things I want to do in mind throughout my high school career.</p>
<p>Grade-wise, I think I did fine that year (I was ranked first in the freshman class) even though at times I felt too depressed to even care, but I'm worried about my extracurriculars. But would colleges see me as the typical freshman who didn't do anything (or as the stereotypical Asian that only cares about studying), or would it help me when I show how much I've improved over the years? </p>
<p>I also apologize if I posted this in the wrong sub-forum; I have a feeling it might be.</p>