<p>My high school career was basically a train wreck. Familial deaths were prevalent, and I was strongly considering dropping out. 150+ days missed, mountains of Ds and Fs. Still got the highest SAT score in my school by hundreds of points, though.</p>
<p>By the time I pulled myself out of the mire, it was too late. No chance at my dream school (NYU), and the only school that I got accepted to was St. John's University.</p>
<p>Right.</p>
<p>So, I was awarded $9,500 in academic awards in my admissions letter.</p>
<p>I was abandoned by my mother and father. My grandmother and grandfather raised me from birth. My grandfather passed away in October of '04.</p>
<p>My grandmother and I have been all alone the past year; our only income is an $1,150 social security check every month.</p>
<p>I am eternally grateful to my gramma' for how far she's taken me, considering the circumstances- but it's really vital to get advice from people who've been there.</p>
<p>My tuition and room deposit are both due May 1st. I can scrounge the money up for them, but my FAFSA information won't be finished until afterwards.</p>
<p>I need to estimate how much FAFSA will award me, and if possible, what aid will be awarded by St. John's, as well.</p>
<p>I know that precise numbers can't be expected, but can estimates be given, considering that my family can contribute virtually nothing- no savings, no investments, substandard income, expensive medical prescriptions for grandmother- to my education?</p>