<p>I'm obviously not looking for sympathy here, I need help with a direction. I'm a junior at a mediocre college right now with a 3.44 GPA. Pretty average meh. I've been doing research for almost 3 years, and volunteer on weekends. I'm looking for stuff to do over the summer to up the extracurriculars, obviously i still worry about my classes. Its about that time to start thinking about graduate school. I know for a fact I want to go to medical school, but I just don't feel ready. Lately, its been entering my mind so much i've been under so much stress and pressure thinking about it. I'd like to attend graduate school first get a masters in probably biostatistics even thats a problem to decide. so heres my list of troubles.</p>
<p>1.) For grad school I know i want to attend. I'm a math major and i love it. I like bio just as much, however, by school doesn't have that type of diversity for me to find what i truly enjoy. Quite troubling. How do you all figure something like that out?</p>
<p>2.) I'm freaking out so much cause I think I'm cracking under my own stress this winter break. I hold myself to such high expectations, and now I'm just doubting myself. Am I going to get into medical school? Am I even going to get into a good graduate school? I don't know. </p>
<p>People say I have a good head on my shoulder, and I do my best to uphold that. Lately, though I'm just terrified to be honest. In essence I don't wanna fail at life and live in a box -_-.
For the older students. How'd you do it? I'm by far not a straight student no matter how hard I try I only end up with A's and B's and it troubles me to no end which makes it worse.</p>