I am currently undergraduate engineering student, who is switching to engineering technology, starting with the associates at my current community college. I am not here to complain, but I feel that I need to scream my frustration in a forum where people can hear me.
I was a helicopter mechanic for many years in the Army. I enjoyed my work, but in the end it was simply changing the same parts over and over again. I didn’t exactly fit in with the rest of the mechanics. I enjoy reading, and love learning about every kind of machine. I was well liked, but everyday felt like putting on ill-fitting clothes. I thought that engineering was exactly for me. I loved thinking on machines as I would work.
My first year was great, if busy. I took a basic cashier job right after I got out to make ends meet while my GI bill went through (like any military paperwork it had complications and special circumstances). That first semester I did the intro to engineering course and enjoyed it thoroughly, my final project acing all milestones, and created the most detailed solid works designs. My other classes were easy enough that I could work and study and not still focus easy enough to get through the day.
My next semester I thought would be even more fun. It was the technical courses. Highly rated professors, and a lighter workload. no problem right?
I have discovered that without a hands on component to my life made me unbalanced. To the point that I can barely sit down to do school work. Staring at calculations while making no progress for hours. ready to scream. Physical activity just made me want more, and frustration has made me in a sour mood and snappish.
I went to local makerspace near where I live, they had a lathe, and it was seriously the most peaceful I felt in weeks. I lost track of time, burning hours on shaving away a basic metal part. I had already guessed it was the lack of hands-on work, but that sealed it for me. the lack of hands on work, and just cramming theory and info into my head could never be for me.
I just have to make it through this semester, and I wanted to put my thoughts here so I can finish my work today, I can imagine many of you understanding my frustration.