Hi (btw sorry didn’t know what topic to put this under)
Okay so basically, I am currently enrolled at Colorado State University, and I started just a few weeks ago. I am from California, and chose CSU because of their pre-vet/zoology programs. Academically so far, I have been doing well, but emotionally I have taken a nosedive. In these past few weeks, I have cried probably more than I have in my entire life. I realize that I made a big mistake in coming to CSU. There is nothing wrong with the school itself (It is actually very nice, I enjoy the campus, the people, the classes etc.) but, I realize it’s not right for the future I envision for myself.
I came under the realization during summer (having already committed to CSU, my other options being UC Riverside, UC Davis, Cal Poly Pomona, etc) that I wanted to go the pre-med route rather than the pre-vet route, which is initially why I chose CSU in the first place. I know I didn’t really have a choice because I already committed to CSU, and the deadline to enroll/register for my other colleges had long passed.
After being here, I truly just realize that this school is not going to get me to where I want to be. I want to attend a UC medical school in the future, and my best chance of that happening is if I graduate with my bachelors from a UC school. Unfortunately, the likelihood of me either A: transferring to a UC as a junior from CSU or B: getting into a UC Medical School from CSU , is very unlikely. Yes, it is possible, however very unlikely.
After doing lots of research, UC campuses take over 90% of their transfer students directly from California Community Colleges. I want the best chance I can get at attending a UC Medical School in the future, and I believe I can increase my chances immensely if I come from a UC.
Now here is my dilemma. Does it make sense for me to leave Colorado State right now (would be now because I would still be able to withdraw without paying tuition/getting any permanent marks on my record) and attend my local community college beginning in the spring (Fall admissions has already closed), in hopes to transfer to a UC after that. If I return home now, I would enroll in an EMT program and get my EMT certification to be able to work throughout school.
I would love some advice as I am extremely overwhelmed and stressed out because I need to make this decision ASAP, and this decision will change my life.
Sorry if this is unclear or disorganized, I have been a mess these past few days trying to figure this out, so If anything needs to be answered, feel free to ask.
Thanks guys.