<p>My usual school day right now is:</p>
<p>7:40 AM - 2:30 PM: go to school, attending classes that are mostly unengaging
2:30 PM - midnight: go home, eat, browse the internet, and do/procrastinate on homework for aforementioned classes. Occasionally play the piano.</p>
<p>Whenever I think about doing something that might be interesting besides browsing the internet/watching anime/playing games, I either go "meh too much effort/too tired" and/or "gah I suck at this, screw it". (The last one is usually applied to math and physics, which I am actually sort of interested in, because I didn't qualify for AIME, despite thinking I was definitely in, or USPhO semifinals.)</p>
<p>How do I start doing meaningful things again?</p>