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<p>But I really don’t know! My mother was educated in my birth country (Singapore), although she had her second degree in political science at a local university), so she’s unfamiliar with this area in this regard on how much is worth borrowing . My birth country heavily subsidises education with 70-95% <em>grants</em> – even if you’re fairly rich, you can get that amount of aid as long as you commit to a service bond of around two years (or a bit more) to the Singaporean economy – so she didn’t realise that student debt was such a huge issue (her tuition at an unremarkable local university here being naturally cheap).</p>
<p>I want to do a combination of linguistics + cognitive science + bioengineering, and ideally my school would be at UVA. </p>
<p>I could also choose to go to an in-state school (University of Maine at Orono) where they don’t offer linguistics, have a pretty good engineering programme, offer some opportunities (of which I am unsure of the rigour of) in the biological fields. I’m unsure about the opportunity to go into neuroscience. However, I got accepted into the Honors College, so maybe I’ll get more leverage in pursuing my majors – so they offer, but I don’t know if they’re just being cheesy in their boasting (e.g. just upping the ante on the intensity of specific classes but not really doing anything holistically as far as access to research resources and so forth). I’m worried, because they act like the chance to write a senior thesis is oh-so-remarkable thing, and it makes me doubt the rigour of the overall experience.</p>
<p>To me, my desired career is to be an academic or a researcher, so ideally, I want to work with enthusiastic peers, faculty who are pursuing research themselves and it would be nice to have ample research opportunities. The name’s nice too, but I really only care about it if it helps to get me a higher income to pay off loans. [My ultimate goal is to pursue knowledge. A relatively comfortable lifestyle helps.] One of my goals is to comprehensively document linguistic variation and diversity across age and ethnic groups in my home region (Malaysia, Singapore and Malaysia), especially pertaining to creoles, since these areas tend to be eschewed by national governments in Southeast Asia in favour of nationalistic language policies. But of course, as a HS student I really don’t know anything about how research ideas are approved or received, especially from a lowly undergraduate, be it UMO or UVA (which is why it’s so hard for me to decide – I just don’t know how it’s going to turn out). To me, UVA isn’t a “dream school” – it was pretty fortunate that I added it as a last minute choice actually, or I wouldn’t have been admitted anywhere but my safety school, but I am pretty excited about going.</p>
<p>The other thing is that the FA application was submitted late, which is why I haven’t gotten my package back, and I’m really worried that the late part will screw me over. But I heard UVA covers 100% need, but I’m a tad worried that a good part of that coverage will be mostly loans.</p>
<p>There’s a third possibility – I could go back to my home country and apply to the National University of Singapore – although I missed the admission deadline for this year so I’ll have to wait till next February. The tuition for each year will be like 2600 USD per year. The facilities, faculty and peers will tend to be more rigourous (so I perceive), since about the top 10-15% of the nation goes there. However, since I am an atypical case (I am applying with an American HS diploma + maybe an AP International Diploma, if that signifies anything) with a 2100 SAT (not the minimum for an application, since they stipulate minimum 600 CR, 650 M and 600 WR) will be the minimum for a “competitive” application.</p>
<p>They don’t have a linguistic department per se (as far as I know), but they have distinguished faculty with degrees in linguistics, some of whose papers I have read. I have little idea about I will be able to pursue my majors though, as far as being able to craft my own majors though. The other downsides are that it’s in Singapore – and I am a bit frightened about returning to a repressive political climate (as far as freedom of speech is concerned) that haunted me during Singaporean secondary school. I want to come back to campaign for political reform, but my initial plans wanted to do that <em>after</em> my education was completed. Of course, maybe college students will be allowed a bit more intellectual freedom, because reading papers from that school, I’ve been impressed by the originality and rigour of thought that I thought would have otherwise been suppressed by the Singapore government and/or the pro-establishment University authorities. I intend to write several papers documenting the suppression of linguistic diversity in Singapore, both by the government and by cultural stigma, and as such I have no idea how they will be received. I might also be called to be drafted for national service for two years (which from loss of income might be worse than the loans? I don’t mind the physical rigours of service – but I just want freedom of the mind), in addition to a service bond to the Singaporean economy for two more years. </p>
<p>But my single mother can definitely afford to pay 2600 USD per year – and I would graduate debt free, with a respectable NUS degree (well-recognised in Southeast Asia and known a bit fairly in the world).</p>
<p>What I would like is intellectual freedom and the ability to flourish and not be stifled, especially since I’ve felt like I’ve been suffocating intellectually since primary school. But is it worth 40k in debt not to postpone it for four years? I don’t know if I’m being like Esau who just wants his soup now and would throw away his birthright for short-term relief.</p>
<p>Whoa … such a long post … maybe I should have posted this in the College selection forum; but I haven’t received my financial aid package from UVA yet so maybe a general discussion on how much debt an intellectually rigourous undergrad education is worth will suffice. </p>
<p>My basic dilemma I guess is I don’t know whether it’s worth borrowing 40k just to build intellectual and research networks a few years early, especially if I can gain an education with greater marginal benefit per marginal cost in less ambitious schools. Maybe someone can reassure me that intellectual growth is exponential and that cost will be worth it over the long-term. On the other hand, will the probability of my being enrolled at a competitive grad school decrease should I choose to enroll at a less ambitious school?</p>