<p>I suppose really trying to understand what it’s like to be a lawyer (or anything) without actually being one is a little like trying to appreciate skydiving by jumping on the bed. That said, there are a few ways you can help yourself out.</p>
<p>First, refine your question. What kind of lawyer do you want to be?</p>
<p>Lawyers who practice different kinds of law in different cities at different size firms face a wide variety of professional and personal challenges with practice. The difference between transactional law and litigation, for example, is so night and day it would be absurd to apply the lessons of one to the other.</p>
<p>Even within a particular role, there is a lot of variation depending upon your particular view of work/life balance. I hate to say this, but that’s going to change a lot as you mature. I was a shiftless undergrad until I found a passion, then a workaholic until I found a wonderful woman I’d rather spend my time with. I would be naive to think that I, or the shape of my career, will be stable now.</p>
<p>To determine if you want to be a lawyer (and then what kind), I can think of a couple basic questions you have to ask yourself:</p>
<p>1) Do you like the material? Take a law class. Join a moot court. Find other ways to test your appetite for the things that legal practice requires. Be in a theatre production to see how you feel in front of an audience. Take a course that requires insane, detailed reading and see how you feel about focussing for hours and hours on minutiae for hours on end. Remember that the life of a junior associate at a BigLaw firm is more about doc review and bluebooking memos than about thundering speeches and martini lunches with clients.</p>
<p>2) How do you respond to long work hours and pressure? All attorneys, particularly litigators, face a lot of stress and performance anxiety. When I litigated, I woke up a hundred times a night for WEEKS before trial; sweating and panting, panicked that I’d missed some deadline or another and my client will end up in prison. </p>
<p>Spend a summer working insane hours. Put yourself in positions where you feel intense pressure to succeed; especially in situations where other people’s success depends on your performance. Feel what it’s like to have another person’s future in your hands, because in practice, your client’s freedom, his right to see his kids, his financial future, is fully in your hands.</p>