<p><em>HUGE WALL OF TEXT WARNING</em></p>
<p>Alright, I don't know where else to ask this so I'll do it right here at CC. First off, lemme tell you the situation: I'm an enrolled freshman (I am a guy, fyi, seeing the huge number of females in this forum) in the College of Engineering at UW-Madison. First semester's done, grades are okay~ish (a low B average in all classes) and I have a heavy courseload for next semester. Main reason I went into engineering was because math/science were my strongest subjects and my parents were strongly against me going to art school. </p>
<p>That is the biggest problem. I actually wanted to do a degree in Digital Design/Multimedia Arts but according to my parents, engineering is where the money is and I'll have a stable future and a constant income and all that...
All throughout high school, all my electives were graphic/digital design courses (Graphic Comp Apps I and II, Digital Media and Adv. Digital Media, Comm Arts and Design..), and I had straight A's in all of them just because I enjoy them so much (don't wanna brag, but I was pretty much the star student in all of them...the teachers said I had real potential too).</p>
<p>Even at home, I photoshopped for fun all the time. I actually know how to use all of Adobe's programs (I own Master Suite CS3).
Right now when studying for weed-out courses like Adv. Chem and Calc III, my source of 'fun' is sitting at my dorm with music on and designing random stuff in Photoshop or making crazy animations in Flash. Last summer, I experimented a lot with Dreamweaver and the whole Illustrator>Flash>Dreamweaver idea (creating your own crazy shapes and objects with some theme, animating them and integrating them into the layout of a web page). I've even made my own animations (in Photoshop + ImageReady) and my own fonts and LOTS of decent (imo) logos for other people in online forums and all...(for free, it was good practice for me so I just did it). A friend online even taught me how to edit videos with After Effects.</p>
<p>I was planning on applying to schools like DeVry, Full Sail and all that but my parents were so against it that I had to go into engineering no matter what. Period. Worst thing is, I can't even argue against them because they're the ones paying my tuition and housing at my current college. You won't believe how bad it is to try and convince asian parents into allowing you to go for a BA instead of a BS. I talked to them about it and they said that I'm doing fine with my engineering classes right now and that I should keep going with this. Apparently, I'm supposed to trust them and I'll thank them later (its gonna be easier for me to find a job and all that...). Moreover, its fairly hard to get into this college and its very well respected for all its engineering programs so dropping out once I'm in would seem like a really stupid thing to do.</p>
<p>I also play a heck load of video games, and I'd jump at any chance to enter the Video Game Industry (marketing, production, development, whatever it may be...the video game entertainment sector is my dream field to work in), and I know this could happen only through a degree such as the one I want to do. [This is just one of my preferred fields that I'd go into if I have a choice after I get my degree;so I actually DO have a plan on what I plan to do with this degree].</p>
<p>Seriously, what should I do? I can't stand engineering...all the technical details and the rigorous workload and the overall boring-ness of it....its just....dead boring. Yeah, I'll make a lot of money in the future but I care more about whether or not I'll be enjoying what I'm doing or not.
Since dropping out is literally out of the question, I'm wondering if there's like an online degree possible in graphic arts/digital media where I could do it alongside my engineering degree? I'm 80% sure that I don't want a career in engineering, just a degree from this school because it'll secure me many jobs just in case I'll need one in the future.
Or, if you have any other advice in general, what on earth should I do? Switch out or try to look for a degree alongside this one?</p>
<p>Most of my high school friends went into whatever they LIKED to do and whatever they wished to major in...they're all doing fantastic and are acing all their classes because they're very passionate about it. Thats my problem, I'm NOT passionate about engineering, I've been losing motivation to study lately (because I don't like what I'm studying at all), I can actually see myself enjoying learning at an art school. I already know so much about digital arts, I'd easily commit myself 100% if I was at an art school right now...I'm barely trying to ace my courses in engineering right now, its so not my thing. Parents of course, don't understand that (its a bigger issue to them than I'm making it sound, my entire father's side of the family is engineers and so are all the males in my mother's side). Its unbelievably frustrating trying to talk them into this so all I need to know is if there's a way I can do this online or during summers...</p>
<p>Sorry for the wall of text, and wow that venting helped.
Any advice appreciated.</p>