<p>This might be long, so bear with me.
I am currently a junior in high school. I make very good grades, I had straight A's up until this year (I got a few B's in AP classes) and my will be a 4.1-4.2 at the end of this school year. I take all the most advanced classes I can (i'll be in BC calc as a senior) which is why there is so much pressure placed on me as far as college. My teachers and counselors automatically assume that I am going to college, but I am having second thoughts. Yes, college can be a great thing, but I personally am interested in pursuing a career in the arts. Since my freshman year, I have been attending a specialty center in my county, that works in conjunction with our county's schools. I study visual arts there, and art is definitely what I am most passionate about. Next year I plan on doing AP art 2D design at the specialty center, and another block of AP art at my base school, but focus this portfolio on 3D pieces. </p>
<p>Anyway, I am EXTREMELY dedicated to my work, and often find it hard to step away from it and make time for my other classes. The art director for my county said that I am the strongest artist in our county, and recommended me for our states governor's school summer program, of which I was selected to participate in as one of the top artists in the state. I mention all this only to show that I am very serious about the work I produce, but I often feel like a degree in art would not actually help me that much in pursuing what I love.</p>
<p>My parents do not have much money, so I would be relying almost solely on scholarships and financial aid for college. I've thought about bypassing college altogether, but I guess I just want some insight from people who wanted to pursue art and did not go to college. I definitely want to move out of the town I live in, it suffocates me and I feel like it's holding me back. New York City is my one true love, and I'd love to move there directly after I graduate, but my dreams often seem unrealistic. Going to college in New York would give me a place to live and a reason to be there, but i'd love to try and launch my career right away. This probably sounds terribly naive, I'm not very good at articulating my thoughts, but I just want to know if a BFA is really worth it, or if I could succeed on my own with enough drive and hard work, preferably from someone who was once in the same boat.... Thanks for sticking with me if you did</p>