<p>Just look at the history of all of OPs posts throughout CC. Find yourself as a person first because as you’ve headlined, your are confused. </p>
<p>Based on your other posts (ie. ‘not integrating into college life’, ‘does college get better than this’ etc), I’ve gotta be realistic with you. That self loathing is going to get you nowhere once your out of college because in virtually every job out in today’s marketplace, you’ve gotta have basic social skills. Figure yourself out first as a person.</p>