I’m currently a biology major. I have to take 12 more biology classes to get a bachelor’s in biology.
The only thing is, I don’t wish to become a doctor, do pharmacy or nursing. I dropped out of pharmacy and continued taking science classes because no one else really knew what I should do. I do enjoy taking science classes and the labs are somewhat enjoyable.
As you can tell, I’m a very confused and indecisive person.
What really puts me off from finishing this biology degree is the amount of self studying that has to be done outside of class. The amount of self teaching that has to be done is a lot. If the professor isn’t good, you’re going to fail. This is making me super nervous because studying takes up so much time. Even with 3 science classes, you still have a lot of spare time, but all the time has to be devoted toward studying. And when you’re studying, it looks like you’re doing nothing in your room to your parents. It’s not normal studying either. It’s intensive studying. You pretty much have to read the textbook if you want to pass.
Biology classes are limited and spots are limited. So some students really need the biology classes. Unlike me, I’m only in biology because I have no idea what else I want to do and I prefer learning organic chemistry over writing essays. I really do not like writing essays. I don’t want to take other student’s spots because spots are limited in biology classes.
I thought about accounting (because I don’t like writing essays) but I looked at my college’s catalog for accounting and it’s either 120 credits or 80 credits for a bachelor in it. At this rate, I’ll be in college for another 3-4 years. Also, if I do drop biology major, I wish to at least get a biology minor degree, so that all those science classes I took are “worth” something. The reason I thought accounting could be possible for me is because my sign is a virgo. Also I’m not a creative person so I cannot become a teacher, or do philosophy. That’s another reason why I stuck to biology, all you do is learn and solve problems. It doesn’t involve writing deep essays. You don’t have to come up with anything creative.
What do I want to ultimately get a job in? To be truthful, I don’t have much skills or capabilities. I will probably never make $50,000 a year. I want to get a college degree because I pretty much have to. I cannot drop out. I have to get a degree, in something. My parents never got a college degree so I have to get a college degree. I like doing repetitive work. The only skill I have is I’m proficient in typing. I don’t want fancy cars. I want to get married and live in a small clean house. I want a job where others lead me. I am not good at making decisions. I’m currently a technician, and it’s a suitable job for me. I don’t want to be anyone important or significant in the workforce.
I thought about getting a biology degree and doing lab work. I thought about being a biology teacher but I have no leadership qualities nor an authoritative style. I really don’t know. Does anyone have any advice?