I just had a massive heart attack.

<p>Well, I have been using my Internet Explorer History links to frequently check the Yale website (since I've been on so much...it saves typing), and I just went to check again and I accidentally clicked the wrong link. The link to the page where you can manage your account is labeled "Online Decisions," so I clicked that. When the page loaded and had a place to type in your username and password, I freaked and didn't pay attention to the rest of the site (i.e., the big "Authentification Service" in the corner) - I thought the decision page had come up early.</p>

<p>My body seriously started shaking like I've never felt before - it was bad. Only after logging in to find a page that let me change my email address, etc., did I realize that I had gone to the wrong page.</p>

<p>I'm still shivering. And I'm cranky, now, too.</p>

<p>Aww. Get some sleep! It'll help.</p>

<p>i dunno maybe a nervous breakdown. The exact same thing happened to me the morning when i took my SATs for the first time. I started shaking randomly and i couldn't stop it for 5 minutes.</p>

<p>This was 10000000000000 times worse than getting my SAT scores.</p>

<p>And I feel like an idiot, to top it off. Oh well, if it lightens the mood in here a little, I guess it's OK.</p>

<p>Keep yourself really busy...wanna write my newspaper article for me? You'll be so frustrated by the total lack of any sources that you won't have any time to think about Yale....
On a completely random note, I have started spelling out Y-A-L-E when I talk about it or just calling it You-Know-What because my friends are so sick of hearing the word "Yale." In fact, my best friend bet me that I couldn't go without talking about Yale for an hour...and I lost in five minutes.</p>

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<li><p>I have Calculus homework (yeah, that's going to get done).</p></li>
<li><p>I'm not allowing myself to write YALE all over anything. I read The Gatekeepers a while ago, and the kid in there who applied to Brown early wrote BROWN all over a piece of paper, then went home and got his deferral letter. Yay for superstition.</p></li>
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<p>I just got chills when I read that. I had a dream that the admissions results were out, and I think I was talking in my sleep, or something. And I woke up in a COMPLETE frenzy. Ahhh, one more day of this demoralizing impatience.</p>