<p>I have been praying all week, actually, probably all year, for God to help me get accepted to Columbia University. I applied to the College and I want to major in English Literature. Please God, please help me get in. I really deserve to be accepted. I have worked so hard for this opportunity and I even sent them a letter a few weeks ago, renewing my interest. It is the perfect school for me. Not only is New York an amazing place to live; I would love to be that close to the Met and be able to take classes at SAB, but Columbia also has the perfect student body. The class size is small and the school is amazing. Some of the best professors in the world teach there! The core curricullum can teach me so much; you get an exposure to things you will never study again. PLEASE, Please, I really hope that I get in. I really don't know why I am posting this up here. I have so much homework right now, but all I can think about is that email that I will get on the 31st from Columbia.
Last year, I would have gotten a B in AP chemistry if I hadn't passed the AP test because I did poorly on the first semester final. On that day, I went home to check my grade on WEBGRADE, just hoping that my grade hadnt dropped from the incredibly difficult final exam. <strong>NExt was that feeling of uncertainty, of not knowing what will happen next, but knowing that it could change your life</strong> When I opened the webgrade page, I saw that i had gotten a B+. Fortunately, the grade went up to an A after the AP test.
This time, however, the decision that Columbia makes will be final. I will read that email. I will try not to cry, and I will feel the hopelessness. I will feel the uselessness of all of my high school work. I probably wont cry at first because I will be in denial. I will be hoping that it is all a dream--by the way, i had a dream last night that i did not get in anywhere--and it wont hit me for a little while. Then, the next day and everyday after that i will be crying, really crying, not just tears coming down my cheeks, but my heart wrenching and my breath stopping and my arms and legs banging on the floor. Of course, i would never show this to anyone. I would tell all my friends and family that i really didnt care about getting in to Columbia and that it was not a big deal. Inside, I will be dying. I will want to come back to this moment, because this moment of uncertainty is much better than the moment of and after REjection!</p>
<p>OR...............wow, its really hard to get myself up from that mood that i just described. i will have to pace myself to explain how happy i will be if i get in. If i open that letter and it says congratulations, I WILL jump up and down like two thousand times. I will not be able to control the excitement. I will scream at the top of my lungs, Oh my gosh!!!! i got in. Then, i will call all of my friends and even the people that i dont really talk to and i will go out and buy a columbia t-shirt and a columbia hat, stickers and everything else. I will wear them all and stick them all over my car! i will be the happiest person on earth. Then, i will call the ad com and tell them that i love them. I will be a maniac and crazy happy and i will love everyone in the world. I will go out and donate all the money in my wallet to those people who stand by supermarkets and stuff asking for money, i will be ecstatic OH MY GOSH. my heart is jumping up and down right now thinking about this. I HAVE worked so hard and i really want to get in. Please, please, please, please.</p>
<p>WELL> I WILL SEE IN 2 days.
I wil come back to this post and read my descriptions and whichever I am feeling, well, that will be it. I really hope i get in. Other than the health of my family, I want this more that anything in the world. </p>
<p>PLEASE< PLEASE ACCEPT ME!!!! COLUMBIA, I love you more than anything!
PLEASE</p>
<p>OH< ALSO IF I GET IN I WILL TELL MY RECOMMENDING TEACHER BECAUSE HE WAS SO NICE TO ME AND WHEN I GOT THE DEANS SCHOLARSHIP FOR NYU, HE TOLD ME I DESERVED IT></p>
<p>i am sorry i am being so obsessive and revealing everything to you guys, but all i want for you guys to do right now is please, PRAY FOR ME to get into columbia! PLEASE.</p>
<p>THANK YOU ALL</p>