<p>Lately, I have been doing a lot of thinking about my grades. For the past three years, my grades have been the only thing bugging me. </p>
<p>Freshman year:
English Honors: B/B
Geometry Honors: B/B
Biology Honors: B/B
Honors World History: B/A
Spanish 1: A/A-</p>
<p>Sophomore year:
English Honors: B/A
Algebra 2 Honors: B/B
AP Biology: C/A
AP European History: B/B+
Chemistry Honors: B+/A
Spanish 2: A/A</p>
<p>Junior year first semester:
Pre-Calculus Honors: B+
AP Eng Lang and Comp: A
AP US History: B
AP Physics: A
Spanish 3: A
Jazz Band: A</p>
<p>So my grades have been taking a steady upwards trend. In freshman year, I was not motivated at all. I was also throwing myself into a lot of clubs, sports, and extracurricular activities, and I did not realize that I needed to manage my time. Also, I figured that freshman year would not matter very much to colleges. I decided to change my habits by the time I hit sophomore year, however I still did not really know how to manage my time. But at least my grades have improved. </p>
<p>By the time I hit Junior year, I was able to get a lot of things managed, I learned how to stay motivated and focused and I was really expecting a 4.0. However, disappointingly, I managed two B's. Since I am pursuing an engineering major, how bad will the B's in my math classes look? I also earned a 720 in math on my SAT Reasoning, if that helps. How much would it help for me to earn a 4.0 next semester?</p>
<p>I kept telling myself that getting those two B's would be ALRIGHT, however, I still can't convince myself that it really is. For some reason, I can't help but feel that those two B's would keep me from getting into the schools I wanted to. I feel that, if I had earned a 4.0 this first semester (which ended about a week ago), universities would really see how motivated I was. But now that I ended up with two B's, even if I earned a 4.0 next semester, it still would not make up for it.</p>
<p>Really, how much of a difference would it have made if I had gotten all A's instead? Thanks, I'm just down in the dumps right now... I'd appreciate any support or funny insults.</p>