<p>Well I attended college at a pretty nice university for a year - did well the first semester and terrible the second. GPA for the first sem - 3.0, second -1.7 with a cumulative of around 2.1 by the time I finished. Needless to say I withdrew and returned home - left home in 2 weeks and got a job at a webhost. I still am here, making a game and some books on the side and I even enrolled in a local community college with one course (Myth, a humanities), but starting this course the other day I realized somethings:</p>
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<li><p>I'm pretty stupid - I got around 1190 on my SAT and I have really poor math skills despite a passion for technology - I don't want to deal with calculus or any high level math as I cannot comprehend it at all - it makes zero sense and it bores me immensely.</p></li>
<li><p>Going through paid training at this webhost - I don't see why I wasted so much money at a college where I learned pretty much nothing useful, absolutely zero of my computer engineering classes applies to anything in my job as a support rep. In contrast I learned pretty much stuff that used to require a degree to get, I got paid to do it and did it much faster than many of my fellow employees, I thrived in training.</p></li>
<li><p>Going back to school the other day was awful - I got lost, the professor was a little incredulous that I found Eastern myth so much better than Western myth and I was older than 90% of the class. </p></li>
<li><p>The entire original reason for getting a degree - going to live abroad in the Eastern world, is not justifiable when a degree will probably cost me $50k, when I can take the same $50k and self-sponsor myself to Japan,</p></li>
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<p>Which brings the question of the thread - Is there a school where I can:</p>
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<li><p>Get a degree and not wreck my bank?</p></li>
<li><p>Don't have to deal with GenED courses?</p></li>
<li><p>While learning in a hands on, non traditional environment with technology oriented degrees and not deal with the usual dreck in a school?</p></li>
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<p>Probably not, from what I see. I have a desire to learn - but not like I did at that college. I cannot take it like I did - I don't do well when grades weigh on everything. I'm actually heaving considering dropping this one class and just continuing with this job.</p>