<p>ahhh if only…</p>
<p>i would have eaten a burrito for lunch today instead of those chinese buns i’ve been saving in the freezer.</p>
<p>So about a two or three weeks ago I was chatting with a friend, just doing our thing. I forgot what we were talking about, but somehow the conversation turned to traveling through time and stuff like that. Then he said, “You know, what if what’s going on right now is actually a ‘repeat’ where the us of the future went back in time to fix something from happening or so that we could enjoy our lives a little better. And we just didn’t know because going back in time meant losing our memories.” </p>
<p>At that moment, I thought it was the deepest thing I had ever heard. Like, I promised to myself that I’d start living life as if every chance was a second chance and stuff.</p>
<p>I would tell myself to join CC earlier so I could post starting on HSL in June 2008</p>
<p>Make my parents stay in Italy longer. Prevent my mother from getting sick so she could enjoy going to Spain.</p>
<p>Change my childhood… to where I was happier, but still had goals of going to MIT since I was 8. </p>
<p>In 5th grade, force them to let me take Alg 1, since I knew the material by then.</p>
<p>re-do the 8th grade and keep this one girl close.</p>
<p>There are a couple of moments I regret, ones that seem contrary to my character and morals that I’d like to take back. Most of them hurt only me, so I wouldn’t.
There’s one event I almost reject as reality, because I hurt so deeply someone I loved so much, that I would like to change especially as it came near the (forced) end of our relationship. We mostly recovered, and with relative ease, so I wouldn’t.
There’s one accident that had nothing to do with me in causation, but which utterly deconstructed my perspective on reality. I doubt I could change it, and I don’t know how I would begin to go about it, but I would try.</p>
<p>I would go back to middle school!</p>
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<p>Seriously? Bro, you’re already ahead of me by a long shot in math, and I’m a rising senior who’s two years ahead by my school’s standards. Gotta love no calculus until senior year.</p>
<p>I’d go back in time and do more than just rub her legs under the blanket. God knows we wanted it.</p>
<p>^hahahahaha</p>
<p>-Not quit soccer in 7th grade, which made me become laaaaaaaaazy until now
-Actually join an extracurricular freshman year, lawlz
-not be such a bvtch in middle school, even if it doesn’t matter anymore</p>
<p>^^^ Yeah, but I’ve been in review since then. Not gonna dwell.</p>
<p>I guess also not be as arrogant in my life.
Focus on basketball and soccer more.</p>
<p>I’d go back before I was born if that works and tell my father not to marry my mother and tell my mother to marry that guy who owned a gas station. My father’s always complaining about how their marriage never worked out and how they had kids too early, yada yada. Or even better, I’d tell them to invest all their money in google and apple.</p>