<p>For Jazz Band, we went “caroling” at a nursing home and it was a horrible sight</p>
<p>I want to be a wise old person I don’t want to be near-catatonic</p>
<p>I want to remain under 20 years old forever… or rather my physical body remains under 20 years old… =(</p>
<p>This dream will be crushed in less than 3 years. T_T</p>
<p>Sometimes I envy kids when I see them. I’m jealous that they got to be born (that their consciousness’ got to exist) after mine. And some don’t even seem to deserve the privilege of living in such an advanced time. Yeah, death is unsettling to me. And aging more so because it reminds me of death.</p>