<p>Hi, everyone. Sorry for this long message, but I have a somewhat complicated dilemma and I was hoping to get some advice.</p>
<p>I'm a first-year student Georgia Tech, and I'm very unhappy so far--academically, at least. It turns out I don't have much of an interest in engineering, plus the school has everything I'd wished to avoid: poor teaching, an extremely competitive academic environment, arbitrarily difficult work, a bureaucratic administration, and students who don't care about learning and are constantly complaining. And the school actually upholds all these things under the pretense that it facilitates "faster learning" in the workplace. It's just a bad match for me.</p>
<p>I was already considering transferring, but now I've made up my mind. I'm looking at a long list of selective schools, mostly on the liberal arts side. I know I'm the caliber of student they'd want, but I'll be the first to admit I've done nothing since high school to show it. During my first semester at GT, I became depressed and apathetic about my schoolwork, so my grades are nowhere near what they "should" be, and although I had a short career as a varsity athlete that took up most of my time, I haven't gotten involved in many extracurricular activities since then.</p>
<p>I'd like to avoid sending my college transcripts at all. I don't feel that I've learned anything of value in college (other than math), and I don't intend to seek transfer credit. But since that's the case, will I even be allowed to apply for transfer? I'd be no different than a freshman. (I do have a lot of AP credits, if that helps.) </p>
<p>My current plan is to apply for transfer to a whole bunch of schools for the Fall 2010 term and hope that at least some of them can understand my situation. I don't want to have any kind of safety school; I'd just end up unhappy somewhere else. I'll finish out next semester at GT as nicely as I can and try to find something to round out my activities. I've also been wanting to travel and do charity work overseas for a while, and this summer seems like the appropriate time to do so.</p>
<p>Regardless of the outcome of my applications, I don't intend to return to Georgia Tech next year; if I'm not accepted anywhere, I'll take a year off and continue to travel abroad and study independently, then apply as a freshman in 2011 with a much better resume.</p>
<p>I'm planning to email admissions departments at my top choices and see what they advise, but I wanted to get some general feedback first. Will some of the more open-minded colleges be willing to turn a blind eye to my college GPA, or will they insist that I improve my resume? I just can't help but feel that my window for attending a better school has closed.</p>
<p>Any advice is appreciated.</p>