<p>Earlier, I posted in the Swarthmore forum about my poor financial aid package and financial dilemma. I've written letters, emails, made phone calls, visited the financial aid office and more to try to negotiate for a better deal at Swarthmore. I've contacted both the dean and the director of financial aid in hopes of squabbling more money. Unfortunately, my efforts failed.</p>
<p>The more I looked to make Swarthmore affordable, the more it seemed impossible. Ever since my visit to Ride the Tide(admit weekend), I've been trying to convince myself that maybe I'll be just as happy elsewhere, slowly pushing Swat away. Undergrad is simply what I make of it, and med school will be what really matters in the end.</p>
<p>But as I spoke with my family tonight, we've started to consider that maybe my parents can pay to the best of their abilities while I take out $10k+ of loans in my name. My parents have always been about sacrifices, and I feel bad having to put this sort of financial pressure on them if I choose to make this decision. Binding myself to $10k+ in loans per year does not ease my anxiety either.</p>
<p>I suppose what I really want to know is...</p>
<p>Is it worth accumulating over $10k+/year in loans to attend Swarthmore? I feel that Swarthmore is truly where I want to go, the college I'd be happiest. But something tells me that it's more important to help my family out.</p>
<p>I'd like some advice from current students and any parents who are experiencing a similar situation or who are knowledgable about loans.</p>
<p>I'm not very educated in loans and such, but I do hope to make a wise decision.</p>
<p>Please please help as I only have this last day to really make my decision.</p>