<p>First, I am very impressed with someone who has the perseverance to stay in a job with Walmart for 10 years. I would be very proud of you if you were my child. Employers may be impressed with this as well.</p>
<p>Even a few years ago, college was not necessarily about training for a job, but about learning things. You say you are from a "lower class, so you may not have felt this way going in, because it is generally (not always) people with money or “upper class” status who talk about “learning for learning’s sake”, but nevertheless it does apply for you. You may not realize or value it, but you are an educated person and had exposure to ideas that you may not have have exposure to without college. To me, that is the only reliable outcome of college, fortunately or unfortunately depending on your attitude. And sure, you could just opt out and read on your own, but were there teachers or fellow students you met that you valued?</p>
<p>You also may not realize that for the duration of your life you will be able to apply to jobs that require a college degree. A degree may be one of those things you learn about in economics, that doesn’t bring a positive but prevents a negative by its presence. In other words, you may not feel better off with a degree but you would feel a whole lot worse without one!</p>
<p>Consider the BA a platform you can build on. You have demonstrated work ethic and persistence by completing a degree and by staying in a difficult job for a long long time. Now, what are your options? Perhaps you could find a job or life coach to talk with. Are you interested in health care at all? Community colleges have many programs for various types of technician jobs, radiology, respiratory, ultrasound, EEG, RKG, sterile processing, etc. You could acquire office and technology skills as well. Get a post grad certificate. Check out your nearest state college or university for certificate programs. There are online and low residency programs as well.</p>
<p>Are you interested in service? Look up Americorps. Teaching? Sales? Decide on a general direction and try it out with entry level or even internship or volunteering.</p>
<p>Understand that many many college grads are in the same position, and many do head for community college for post grad training. There are also many career changers, even older ones, who are doing the same thing.</p>
<p>Life is full of zigs and zags and you have to just push ahead a little more creatively. I know it is necessary to make enough to live on. That is the main trap for many. Some graduates are still receiving financial support while they pursue studies or interning and have the financial ability to take risks. Hopefully you have some savings and can do that for a bit. Craigslist, Hire Culture, Monster can give some ideas. But find a person to help you.</p>
<p>You raise important questions for those contemplating college, but you have already gone and finished with decent enough grades and an interesting major. If nothing else, see if you can talk to a cognitive behavioral therapist because there are a lot of positives in your picture, and you may need help seeing the glass as half full.</p>
<p>The rest of us are indeed thinking about whether it is all worth it, believe me. One of my three is not going to college, at least for now. I am sorry you are so disillusioned and repeat that I admire you for doing your job for so long, but hope you can take the plunge and try something else. Good luck!</p>