<p>So I was thinking the other day, thinking about life... haha</p>
<p>Well it started by me looking at my grades throughout high school: Freshman year, all honors, all A's both semesters except for two B's and one A-. Pretty good.
Sophomore Year- all honors, 2 A's, many B's, two C's (this is for both semesters.) Pretty darn bad.
Junior Year (This Year)- Ahem.... All honors/AP's.. No A's, few B+'s, many B's, few B-'s...</p>
<p>So as you see, Even though I stayed with my honors track, my grades have declined significantly. </p>
<p>I can't really explain the sharp decline. Obviously weighted my GPA is above a 3.0, however unweighted it is in the high 2 range. This is a lot different from freshman year and the realization hasn't hit me yet. Yes I am one of "those kids" who freshman year was looking at UPenn, Stanford, UWash in St. Louis, etc. Right now I'm still kinda dreaming about those schools but I think I've relaxed a bit.</p>
<p>I tend to think I am a pretty good kid. My GPA is very low but my ACT is a 29 on my first try with no studying and 3 hours of sleep (crazy night aha), I went to ISEF (International Science Fair) freshman year, I got into National Honor Society, I've been the Vice President and President of my BBYO Chapter of over 50 kids for a year now.. </p>
<p>I think the low GPA is because of a few things... Well first, the work-load tripled haha from freshman year to this year. There is just so much work, I don't know how other kids do it. And second, I am a bit lazy (not too bad) and have time management. I know what you're thinking, but I do get everything done. </p>
<p>Anyways I started thinking.... Why do I care so much about my GPA? Why do I start sweating when I see my grades? Why do I get sad at the realization that I won't get into top colleges like all my friends?
Is it because the college you go to indicates your success later in life? Does your GPA do that? Is it because I really love learning and I love spending hours on hours analyzing and learning certain subjects? Or is it because all my life my parents grew me up to believe that grades were everything? Is it because my parents would use my grades and smarts to brag to all the other parents?
Maybe it's because getting accepted into selective colleges makes me feel better about myself. Maybe getting into a top college makes me feel smarter than the person next to me, that I'm worth more....</p>
<p>Well, sorry about my rant, but that was my sad thought the other day. :(
Back to point- is your high school GPA a measure of success later in life?</p>