<p>**Sorry, this is long! I tried to summarize it, but I wanted to be thorough, as well...</p>
<p>My dream is to learn math, even the complex principles, and to become thoroughly efficient in arithmetics. I want to be able to understand complex theories and formulas, and excel in science careers that involve math, like engineering (in general) and physics.</p>
<p>I never had a strong foundation in math. I never did my homework in elementary or junior high (home problems) and when I entered high school I decided that I wanted to put effort into my school work and excel. Despite making As in all of my other classes, I can never be more than barely passing in my math classes. Last year, in Geometry, I finished the semester with a B+, the highest grade I've ever had in math. It literally brought tears to my eyes, but this year I, once again, struggle to just pass.</p>
<p>There are 3 reasons I believe may be the reasons as to why I am not good in math:
- No foundation. The most important reason, I believe. Seeing as I never did my homework (which I now deeply regret) I never learned even the most basic of skills, such as solving equations or slopes. I can't continue to build if I don't have the foundation to which I can build on. I am unable to continue to accelerate in math as I lack these basic concepts, which only make the harder ones... Harder.
- The way I try to understand math. Unlike other classes, you cannot solely memorize math. Naturally, I attempt to memorize the steps in solving particular math problems. That means that I do not understand the math, and that I'm simply just trying to replicate the steps. I believe that perhaps it would be easier for me to understand math if I had the basic skills, listed above.
- The way I learn. I suppose this is about the same as what I listed above, but for me to understand math I need to understand the big picture, or see how what we are particularly studying (be it ellipses, logarithms, what have you) relates to the "big picture". I can't understand the concept by getting a small strip of it. None of my math teachers have ever really explained or showed how this all adds up. They just simply teach lesson by lesson. I find that for me to understand math a bit better I need to read it, but the textbook doesn't elaborate too much on what you are doing... I also need to take my own notes on notes, seeing visual pictures of the math equation as a "real thing" (I don't know how to describe that... sorry) and in videos.</p>
<p>I had previously opted to take Pre-Cal my senior year, but seeing as my math skills are so poor, I decided to take College Prep Math instead. I spoke to the teacher, who told me that we will be starting from the basics, as there are many people who missed the fundamental skills from the beginning. The thought of finally being able to understand math makes me so happy and excited, but I wonder...</p>
<p>Is it possible for anyone to actually not only understand math but be efficient in it as well? Can a person, who is terrible in math, re-learn it, to where they fully understand it? Is it possible, that only my bad foundation has kept me back from having potential in this subject?
If you have ANY advice at all, please tell me!
Are there books I can buy this summer to practice on before I start my senior year?
In college, will I still have an opportunity to build on my foundations?</p>
<p>Thank you so much for reading this; I truly want to understand math and be great in it. I love math, honestly, even when I don't understand it. It's like a complex puzzle, I just wish I knew what the teachers were talking about...</p>