<p>is it worth it?</p>
<p>i am in my second semester. last semester wasn't so bad; now its only been three weeks and i want to shoot myself. i feel like what i am doing has no purpose behind it. </p>
<p>i guess the awe of feeling awesome when i have an amazing review has worn off now that im questioning why i am trying so hard to please people for five minutes as we rush to get reviews done. why am i spending so much money on supplies, why i am spending so much time on things.</p>
<p>do you actually learn anything from this program? i understand it's a major where you basically teach yourself and learn by trial and error but all i am getting from my time in the program is what materials can be cut with what, how to change the drill bits in the wood shop and how to bs my way through a review. </p>
<p>the way it's set up this semester, my design studios no longer collaborate so we have something due everyday with the minimal amount of time to work on it. it is impossible to avoid all nighters for me since i have classes until 4 or 5 every day. something due on tues, work on it on monday because on the weekend i was working on what was due monday. get a new project on monday after review, part of it is due wed. work on it on tuesday, when we get another assignment due thursday. but i cant start that because i have to finish the project we got on monday and complete it for friday. the cycle never ends.</p>
<p>what is the point? is it worth slaving in studio for hours and hours every day? do you profit in the long run? or is this all completely pointless? how does this stuff apply to real architecture?</p>
<p>i am not sure it is worth being exhausted all the time.
i am not sure i can survive another semester like this.</p>