<p>Alright so here is the deal. I want a career in medicine and I really want to get into a good college but I have a problem.</p>
<p>I go to a public high school which isn't a magnet school (which puts me at a disadvantage already)</p>
<p>I have had NO honors for freshman and sophomore years (goodbye Ivies).</p>
<p>This year I am in College Preparatory and Honors and will have honors, AP, Dual Enrollment, and CC courses under my belt.</p>
<p>Thing is, it won't matter will it? Colleges only look up until the first semester of senior year. Basically I blew it. I have no national awards or ANYTHING.</p>
<p>I know I'm smart but I basically just blew my chances but no caring the first two years of high school. I want to go to all these great schools but I have nothing to make me a competitive candidate. I wanted to get a degree in Linguistics, Neurological science, nursing, and/or a few others.</p>
<p>I have nothing. No life experience or special skill/talent to show. I'm doomed. Honestly, these past ten years of my life not caring in school have shot my chances of becoming anything I want to be.</p>
<p>Here is my question:</p>
<p>If I can keep building up my application with some more stuff do you think I have a chance at a top 50 college.</p>
<p>What I mean by top 50 is like, Penn State, University of Florida, NYU, etc.</p>
<p>I WAS also looking at good Canadian Universities like U of T, and McGill which I probably have no shot at either.</p>
<p>People have been telling me, you don't need to go to Harvard (would be nice if I could). I understand that but I feel like I have nothing. All I have is volunteer work. I started writing a book about Epilepsy (which I stopped doing), I was going to start two clubs geared toward engineering and medicine. I am also contacting local uni's (which have NOTHING to offer me and are not even ranked, go figure).</p>
<p>I KNOW that I can do all this I just feel that because of how terrible my high school is and the classes I was put in, I will NEVER get to go to an ivy or anything. I am such a hard worker, you have no idea.</p>
<p>Here is what I ask. What colleges in the top 50 do you think I have a sure shot at? I live in NJ and while I know I can't apply to top 20's outright I will not settle for something like Montclair state, it has to be Rutgers NB.</p>
<p>Also, all of these degrees and such aren't offered at the universities I will be applying to. What I mean is people tell me to do stellar in Undergrad but how can I when the schools won't even have top notch research facilities. What the hell should I do? Will I even become a doctor? I have nothing, absolutely nothing.</p>