I've really lost it!

<p>The frustration of knowing that one of my friend blocked me on AIM has lead me to accidentally take my anger out on someone else in my home by yelling. So now my family member is mad at me also when she was about to tell me something from my room. I just didn't want to be on aim just to see someone who is offline when he's online.</p>

<p>I really need a fresh start in college now! </p>

<p>How could I ever thought that high school was filled with a bunch of pompous jackasses even with that friend I knew from middle school.</p>

<p>Woah…you should calm down. Do you know why (s)he blocked you?</p>

<p>If you keep yourself busy, it probably won’t bother you as much.</p>

<p>Well, there had to be a reason right?</p>

<p>Did you IM him too much and ask too many questions?</p>

<p>Lol, see… here we go again. Keep dealing with this same crap.</p>

<p>Not really, it was like three IMs two days ago and then he signed off. Today I checked on a different username and he’s on. But if I really remembered any conversation(s), I would be able to know, but since I do not remember having such a harsh one.</p>

<p>yeah, i always take my anger out on other people :[ unlucky for me, i get angry a lot.</p>

<p>I rarely get angry…but when I do, I run or I listen to music, or I do both.</p>

<p>If they blocked you, they’re probably not much of a friend.</p>

<p>Maybe you should eat something.</p>

<p>It’s going to take me a while right now before I get back to doing what I was suppose to do. I’m angry to even why know this exists, and upset that I had to yell at one of my parents.</p>

<p>P.S Fairy, it was just one person.</p>

<p>:/ </p>

<p>Hopefully you’ll make better friends later on in life. And make up with your mom/dad.</p>

<p>Now I need to really work my butt off a year at a city college and then transfer to a better college for better things.</p>

<p>bump… if anyone would show concern for the issue.</p>

<p>bump for the last time…</p>

<p>screw him. seriously. you’ll meet newer, cooler people in college. act like you just don’t care…and he’ll be talking to you the next minute.</p>

<p>i wasn’t really try to get plssed at my mom or anything… i just felt the need to release my frustration. now she got me in trouble too when she reported me to my older sibling or father.</p>

<p>Aww, have you apologized?</p>

<p>Dont’ really feel comfortable right now.
It’s still kinda in me.</p>

<p>Ohh, you should apologize once you’re ready to.</p>

<p>“act like you just don’t care…and he’ll be talking to you the next minute.”</p>

<p>ugh, this ALWAYS happens between my friend-who gets mad at me a lot for little reason-& me. one day it’s all “why are u like that?!”, the next it’s all <em>her asking me to borrow my god damn eyeliner</em>. i hate the bull-sheet.</p>