<p>Does it make you jealous that I study 6-8 hours everyday? (SAT, Schoolwork)
Does it make you jealous that I might try my best daily?
Does it make you jealous that planned a schedule to score atleast a 2300 and above?
Does it make you jealous that I read everyday for atleast an hour?
Does it make you jealous that I sleep for 3 hours a night?</p>
<p>Hate me, detest me, abhor me, be better than me.</p>
<p>If you could. </p>
<p>I woke up at 6:00am to study, psychologically in agony.</p>
<p>Frankly, no.</p>
<p>Am I supposed to be jealous?</p>
<p>All the more power to you that you like working hard, but, God, how much can a person take?</p>
<p>I started crying in agony this morning cause my mind was exhausted in agony. I am taking a 30 minute break right now.</p>
<p>Do you have many friends?</p>
<p>Honestly, honey, I feel a bit worried for you. You seem way too caught up in measuring your self worth based on your grades and test scores. Don't use school work to hide from other life experiences. You are selling yourself short.</p>
<p>No tears,all opportunity - make the most of it you can. You'll be glad in the end. Take one full day off, sleep much, go back to it. Worked here, and worked well. Yes, there were friends - they were doing whatever for this brief period - no, they didn't get in where they wanted to. You only have this time once, you would regret it later if you don't give it your all now. Don't be one of those who wonder later in life if they did give it their all what would have happened? Would've, should've, could've...If you want this, go all out now.</p>
<p>You know, your going nowhere with only 3 hours of sleep. I mean, you race with a car at peak performance, not one that's run down with hundreds of thousands of miles on it. </p>
<p>Now, those guys who have 4.0, 2400, world's best community server status without trying. Them, I'm jealous of.</p>
<p>I actually don't have friends, severed most ties because of lack of socializing.
Honestly, I am killing myself for no regrets. Crying helps me, no regrets.</p>
<p>Your doing all of this for a college acceptance? Seriously, think about it man. Your starting to lose sight of what's really important in your life. Have you ever stopped to think that you might do all of this and even then, you could still be rejected from your dream school? What's going to happen to you then? There are a lot of things that are infinitely more important than grades, school, and any of that academic stuff. Are you honestly happy this way?</p>
<p>Hpa10, no man.. Arghh, I detest this. I really abhor what I forced myself to do. I am pushing myself to no limits. Hate my life. Hate the fact that I skip breakfast, hate the fact that I cry temporarily in the bathroom. </p>
<p>No, I am not happy at all. I keep thinking that I have to raise my low GPA.
Sigh.</p>
<p>I feel bad for you, but I do not feel sorry for you because you are doing this to yourself and you can easily stop at any time.</p>
<p>Is all this necessary for good grades? I studied probably 3 hours a day for a month and got 2300. I normally spend a total of about 1.5 hours of HW every night and still maintained As. Studying is only part of the solution. You need to first figure out which method is best for you. Otherwise you will be banging your head against the wall for nothing.</p>
<p>even though it seems to u like ur setting urself up for success in reality ur setting urself up for failure. I am not jealous i feel sorry for u that u have not figured out what is really important in life. Have fun working an 80 hour a week job for the rest of ur life. also be ready when u might not get into ur dream school after all that work it happens trust me look up "<a href="http://www.statesman.com/news/content/news/stories/local/04/19/0419perfect.html">http://www.statesman.com/news/content/news/stories/local/04/19/0419perfect.html</a>
hopefully if ur that smart where u can get a 2300+ thanu should be able to start understanding the reasons why ur doing this stuff and what u will get out of it.</p>
<p>I suggest you get help because getting 3 hours of sleep will kill you sooner or later.</p>
<p>Put down the prep books, and have some fun-seriously... You're only young once-don't waste time being a social pariah in hs just so you can go to the "best" college-it's really not worth it in the long run (think of you're health, at least- you don't sound well. btw, why study for the SAT? that isn't worth a significant amount of time).</p>
<p>Not at all. I did the exact same thing and still maintained a social life. So no, not jealous. More pity than jealousy.</p>
<p>Does it make me jealous that you're going to end up a friendless loser with nothing to show for all your hard work but a 2290 and a fist.ful of rejection letters from the Ivies?</p>
<p>No.</p>
<p>If your not happy, then just stop. It's not worth it.</p>
<p>hey all that lack of sleep.....will really get to you. last year i used to get about 5 hours of sleep while i studied like crazy for my four ap classes as a sophomore...it was hell. i just felt like i wanted to go to sleep all the time and i simply stopped caring whether i'd ever wake up again. cuz i didn't want to deal with life when i did wake up. </p>
<p>haha i ended that year on a happy note...with four little small black measly "5"'s on a nondescript little piece of paper....but was it truly worth it?</p>
<p>i dunno, guess i'll find out next year. but i know this year, i simply stopped caring. i went out, made friends, got invovled in social drama, watched tv, lazed around, wasted a ton of time, went on facebook, and slept blissfully. of course, i probably didn't pass a single of my AP exams, but we'll see in july=)</p>