<p>I'm a junior civil engineering major at the University of Maryland, College Park. I have had a very rough college career where I started out as a bioengineering major, changed to chemical, then to electrical, and finally decided on civil. I started off college very well with getting a 4.0 GPA my whole freshman year. But then in sophomore year I changed my major to electrical engineering. I started doing horribly in my classes, getting all C's in most of my physics/math/EE classes and failing my circuit theory class. The immense difficulty of the coursework, coupled with several family/personal/abuse problems, made me fall into clinical depression that I have to this day. During the summer of 2009 I took a few poli sci classes because I thought I would become a poli sci major but I was so depressed that I just barely passed them and decided to forget taking that route. After being hospitalized in august 2009, I was put on antidepressants. In the beginning of Fall 2009, I decided to do civil engineering. I did a lot better in my civil classes (2 A's and 4 B's) and decided to stick with it. I am doing better mentally than anytime in the past year but I still struggle with depression.</p>
<p>Anyway, my current GPA is 3.21 and because I was so caught up in my depression and changing majors practically every semester I have no internship experience. I do have some work experience as a office/desk rep but it's entirely unrelated to engineering. Is there any hope for to get a good job after I get out of school? Is there any hope for grad school? Is there any hope to get any internship this summer at all with no experience whatsoever? What do I do? I'm so lost? How do I go about getting an internship? Is my GPA too low? Am I too old to get an internship? Will anyone ever take me? How do I explain my poor performance on my academic record? </p>
<p>I'm a good, hard-working person. I just have had a really hard time during college with a whole host of issues. Is there any hope for me to be successful?</p>