I’m currently a first year student at the University of Virginia. And I’ve had one hell of a year.
I applied to Barnard regular decision my senior year of high school and was waitlisted. I was absolutely heartbroken. I decided to spend a year at a state school that I could afford, the University of Virginia, out of convenience (almost full ride, close to home to take care of my family and my sick father.) I didn’t mind this little detour in my dreams and wanted to take it slow and work for the best GPA I could possibly achieve to make up for a lackluster high school record (3.8 GPA, 2110 SAT, and typical extracurriculars.)
But my first semester at UVA, my father passed away from cancer. My GPA was a wreck. My second semester at UVA, I was assaulted. You guessed it, my GPA is now an even bigger wreck. I’m standing with my heart in my hands and a 2.5 GPA wondering if it’s even worth it to apply as a transfer in the fall to Barnard. I’m wondering if it’s worth getting my hopes to apply to any small northern liberal arts colleges, period.
I don’t want my transfer application to sound like a sob story, but I have gone through unimaginable things in the course of a school year. I’ve had academic advisors ask me how I am still standing after everything I’ve gone through. And I don’t even know how! I just know that I’m taking it one day at a time. And I’m a very, very determined person bent on escaping my “southern charm” college of prep school kids I can’t possibly relate to. I just don’t fit in.
My question is: is it worth it?