<p>Hey, guys.
I've taken the May SAT, and lo and behold my score was waaay lower than I had expected or hoped for. Although I went in with the hopes for anything 2000+, I was petrified to find out on the 28th that I had only managed 1840. What brought me down was the writing section (which honestly was always my strength) with 570 and an 8 essay. I kept hoping I had gotten someone else's score, but no, it was mine alright. </p>
<p>So after avoiding the cold hard truth for a week, I decided to turn to you guys, maybe you could bring a glimmer of hope back to me, because honestly I feel like everything just ended. </p>
<p>I am a Romanian junior, first of all. My projected GPA for the entire 4 years is 9.97 out of 10. I'll go out on a limb and say that it's about a 4.0 ?
A little background info will probably be of use in assessing my situation. Romania is an ex communist country, but with visible and sensible communistic traits even today. Jobs are scarce and extremely low paid (for example, my mother has been a highschool teacher for over 25 years and she earns around $5000 a year). Education is strict and encompasses a wide area of subjects, but in the long run, a degree is useless (there was recently a piece on the news about how a cleaning lady has a masters in computer science and robotics..) if you don't have connections or money. Those are basically the reason why I DON'T want to stay here. </p>
<p>Some other info would be that I live in a painfully small and underdeveloped town. My highschool is in the top 10 of the country education wise, but other than that, as a student you can't really do anything. We rarely ever get told about competitions, teachers generally only tell a couple of students so as not to burden themselves with too many entries. Extracurricular activities are scarce to non existant, jobs are hard to find and generally in the underpaid sweatshops/factories, and people are rude when you offer to help. </p>
<p>That aside, my other stats apart from my GPA and meager SAT score, aren't stellar compared to what I've seen here, but I tried my hardest to make the best out of my circumstances. Please don't regard this post as a cry for attention, I just wish to know if there is still any chance for me to make it outside of this place.</p>
<p>-I have been deeply and actively involved in the European Youth Parliament, currently holding the position of county coordinator (promoting EYP events in the area and building delegations that will represent my county), have been a chairperson at sessions and also an ambassador for my delegation back when I first joined. </p>
<p>-I volunteer with a nonprofit organization called the Volunteer Brigade that helps organize huge music festivals (Sonisphere, B'estfest etc) around the country (backstage work, ticketing, stands, you know) </p>
<p>-since 8th grade I have been volunteering at a local child day care, teaching kids English and art
-I have been a singer in a bar for 2 years, every Saturday night from 10pm to 2-3 am (sadly I am unemployed now because of the recession, the bar having shut down)
-have been an editor for a sports website for a year (had to quit because I wouldn't get paid what was negotiated nor on time)
-I was lucky enough to get to go to the seaside for about a month last year with an LGBT organization in my country. We handed out pamphlets and condoms to raise awareness of HIV
-I play bass guitar in a rockband and also for the school band</p>
<p>-academically wise, I have participated in the National English Olympiad every year, managing to be in the top 20 all 3 years
-i have had art displays in the school and at the arts center in my town, and I have won a couple of awards for my pieces
-I've managed to start an English club in my school, and we're thinking about doing a newspaper too
-I'm class president and treasurer and I rank 1st in a class of 350+</p>
<p>My family's earnings are somewhere around $15000 a year, but my dad's shop brings a lot of debt and we struggle a lot. Also, when the house prices went down, dad decided it would be a GREAT idea to invest in houses, so now we have 4 houses (bought for roughly $30000 all together) that we're stuck with and that also add more taxes to be paid.
I've specified this because I'm also unsure of how colleges view that in assessing financial need. </p>
<p>I am going to apply to all the schools that are generous in aid towards internationals (...top 20...), and offer full rides. I used to think I'd be a strong candidate, but with my SAT score, I just don't know anymore. I'm taking US History and Biology E subject tests in October. I don't think I can retake the Reasoning test, as it would be a financial burden, so I'm hoping to use the $75 it would cost to retake to send my 1840 to colleges.</p>
<p>I'm really really sorry for the enormous post, but I wanted you guys to have all the possible details I could think of for a better chance at, well, chancing me.
If you have any questions I'll be glad to answer. And if you're still reading this, thanks a lot!</p>