<p>Hi! I'm a freshman in college double majoring in biochemistry and molecular biology / mathematics. I'm a bit worried...</p>
<p>Firstly and foremost, the only reason I am majoring in mathematics is because it's so fun (I know this makes some of you puke). I have a genuine interest in mathematics. I live, breathe, and eat math for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. However, I'm the type of guy that just wants to learn everything (in a broad sense). A polymath? I don't know. What I do know is that I want to hold onto my interest in mathematics forever, and at the same time, I want to enter the field of biochemistry and molecular biology due to curiosity. I want to have the same familiarity and interest in a new field of study.</p>
<p>Career-wise, I know that when I am older, I want to either become a physician-scientist or a neurosurgeon. Thus, I will probably never use the mathematics that I will learn out of interest (or maybe I'm wrong; correct me if I am wrong). Should I still major in mathematics? At times, I don't even know what I want. I want to learn as much as I can in mathematics / biochemistry and molecular biology. However, since it will be of no use to my future career, should I ditch the mathematics? I know that a choice of major does not affect my chances of "getting in", but does my choice seem fine so far? Also, can I enter a MSTP program, but not participate in pure research if I find out that it doesn't suit my tastes?</p>
<p>This post is so damn incoherent, but the type of life I want to live when I am older is:</p>
<p>-Age 18-22 - Undergraduate education (BA in biochemistry and molecular biology + BA in mathematics)
-Age 22-40 (?) - Process of becoming a neurosurgeon or a physician-scientist (PhD in biochemistry and molecular biology + MD)
-Age 40-70 (?) - Working either as a neurosurgeon or a physician-scientist
-Age 70+ - Participating in solely in biomedical research, working as a professor, snagging a few free classes at the university that I will teach at, and fiddling with mathematics for fun :)</p>
<p>Is such a life possible? I forgot to throw marriage in there somewhere, but I don't really care whether or not I can get married :D All I want to do is work in hospitals and labs, take free classes (somehow), teach what I have learned, and learn as much as I can!</p>
<p>One of my greatest fears is that the admissions committee will think that I'm a typical Asian kid pressured into the field of medicine by my parents and that I should pursue a career somewhere else that fits my lust for learning. I'm just one of those people that want to learn many things, but what I do know is that I want to use my life to save lives (cliche... I know...). I'd feel horrible if I used my life to do anything else.</p>
<p>P.S. Sorry for the long, dull, stupid topic... I'm just a bit worried. Maybe my life may be too fantasized.</p>