managing everything???

[sjbissweet]

<p>so i work 9 hours a day and have to juggle my boyfriend and make time for my friends an i also attend all of my classes and take notes but after class ends its like i am running out of the building and im goin to be runnin out of the building for the next five years and sometimes i jus dont see the point bc when class ends all i want to do is go have fun it just seems like my friends dont have to do anything and they get by just fine and sometimes i just want to change my name an become a hitchhiker so i just had an anatomy test and a finite mathematics and i studied all day for the anantomy but only two hours on the math but needless to say i failed both of them and i have never gotten an f in a class and i still have a chance to bring these grades up i just dont know how to get myself motivated to study outside of my classes i mean im all about living for the moment and really we could all die tomorrow but i also kno that i do want nice things in life idk i jsut want to kno if anybody else has this problem? an what u guys think i should do to get motivated to study? and if im a lost cause you can tell me that to, just tell me anything really lmao :)</p>