<p>Hello. I'm a very relieved international now that the admission process is almost over. I'm now waiting for my I-20 which, depending on when it arrives, will determine whether I can go to summer program or not. If not, that's fine, I'll just stay here until August. Which leaves me a lot of time.</p>
<p>I graduated a NZ high school in December and arrived in Korea early Jan. Since then I've been learning Japanese, doing fun things, socializing, tutoring etc., and really nothing to help me with university work. 3 months just went by without doing anything solid college-related. </p>
<p>I know I should do something, but alas, my motivation to study comes from my desire to do well in exams, to stand out amongst my peers. I'm not academic by nature at all, but am conditioned enough to do well in an institutionalized environment. My life currently has no rules, restrictions, it's all up to me to do stuff. It's... rather tough.</p>
<p>My intended major is biochemistry, and at high school I was good at it (bio & chem), but I'm not really sure I'm interested in it. Maybe I only like it because it's easy, or because later the medical school option is available. My interest-reading consists of nothing sciency, almost all Literature like Shakespeare and the Oxford Classics. </p>
<p>But literature is a bad major for me because 1) English is not my mother language and 2) Finding high-paying jobs (to pay back my very expensive fees) with English is hard. I think I will stick with biochemistry, but I feel like I should have some knowledge in other fields as well, for e.g. philosophy, history etc., if I'm going to be a respectable university student.</p>
<p>My dad suggested 'The Republic' but I fall asleep half the time I read it, and the other half of the time I read without knowing what I'm reading. Are there slightly funner books that people consider 'essential reading'? I've read most of the famous fictions, so now I'm going to try and force myself to read non-fictions. I mean, they can be fun, right?</p>
<p>Thanks for reading and all suggestions are greatly appreciated!</p>