Hiya,
I am currently wrapping up the second quarter of my third year of high school after a horrible sophomore year. And as college apps creep ever closer, I need to contemplate the train wreck that was 10th grade and how I can balance that out. I have heard from some people knowledgeable about admissions beforehand; however, each has said something different and therefore I would like a larger array of responses to truly grasp the scope of my situation.
Background:
I go to a maddeningly competitive school that is ranked, according to USNews, around 200 nationally. So this is going to hurt my chances right off the bat. My school uses the quarter system with four classes per quarter and 2 semesters per year, totalling 8 classes. Optimally I am looking to go into the nursing field, with computer science as a secondary option. Both are impacted majors (I believe?), meaning my chances are probably even lower. The fact that I’m Asian American does not help at all.
I breezed through my freshman year working diligently without struggling much and got straight A’s. The achievements that year and prior continued to help my mental health, which had been a little wonky since middle school due to pressure from my mom.
So I went into 10th grade thinking everything’s gonna be dandy. I’m not smart but I also didn’t want to lag behind my classmates, so I would be taking 3 APs: AP CSP, AP World, AP Chemistry. Over the course of this year, a few things happened: one of my close friends passed suddenly, I experienced failure for the first time by getting 4 C’s over two semesters, I denied my failure, thus leading to a massive decline in self-esteem, and then finally I dropped deep into an unmotivated state that I hadn’t felt since middle school.
Additionally, my mother was pushing drivers ed relentlessly in the middle of the school year, going so far as to restrict my computer access even more (I was without a computer for about two weeks and my time afterwards was reduced until I finished). Normally, I get about 2-3 hours a day on the computer and I do not get my phone unless I am at school or an event.
Overall, things that were once easy as pie for me became horribly difficult. For example, I received 2 A’s almost effortlessly in IM 3/Algebra 2 but struggled immensely with the same exact concepts in Precalculus. I knew I was bad at chemistry, but not bad enough to get C’s. I should’ve dropped AP Chem after the first quiz, but my mom wouldn’t let me and told me to “pick classes more wisely next time.” At school, I only found solace in my electives, ECs, and the labs we did in chem. This basically lasted throughout my entire 10th grade and got worse in the spring semester.
I knew I needed to turn myself around, I just didn’t know how to. Over the summer, though, I got a bit more serious.
Now, I am slowly picking myself up and I am taking a total of 4 APs out of 8 classes: AP Phys. 1 and 2, APEL, and AP CSA. In Q1, I received 2 A’s and 1 B. In Q2, though grades are not finalised, it looks like things are going in the same direction. Next semester (Q3/4), I am expecting 3 A’s and 1 B.
To date in high school, the only classes in which I have not gotten A’s are AP classes and precalculus. Most of the teachers I had have a positive opinion about me, including my counsellor. If I were to rate, I’d say maybe 7 or 8 out of 10 on average.
Is my predicament entirely my fault? Yes. Could and should I have worked harder? Yes. I understand, fully, all this is self-inflicted and I could’ve gotten out of it myself. I take full responsibility for my decline.
Some stats about me:
New SAT w/ essay: 1500 - 750/750 - 16 essay - 1st attempt
ACT w/ essay: 33 - 35/28/35/35 - 9 essay - 1st attempt (planning retake)
SAT II: none yet, plan on taking Math II & Literature soon
GPA: 3.8462 / 3.6410 (W total, don’t know which one is correct)
APs:
AP Chemistry (3)
AP World (3)
AP CSP (5)
AP Physics 1
AP English Language and Composition
PLANNING TO TAKE AP Physics 2, AP Computer Science A, AP Psychology, AP English Literature, etc.
ECs:
- FRC: team head of Outreach Committee, photographer, summer camp counsellor, website developer, marketing member (10th-).
- UNITE, formerly TEDxYouth: logistics member (9th-).
- Badminton club (9th-)
- CyberPatriot: Cisco/Windows (11th-)
- Mental health for youth magazine: writer/editor (11th-) also est. 11th grade so I guess I’m an OG member?
Other things:
- have written numerous articles for my school’s online and physical magazine
- have written/edited articles published in a local newspaper
- working on an upcoming MMO as a programmer/artist/marketer
- working on a novel
Basically, nothing outstanding, but I love all my EC’s very much and if I could dedicate more time, I would.
I am applying for volunteer positions/summer programs at local hospitals right now and I reckon I currently have, maybe, around 80-90 volunteer hours?
I have no legacies from notable schools to assist. University of Nebraska-Lincoln and SDSU are the American colleges I can work with; I don’t think Peking University cares.
My questions:
- Knowing all this, and assuming an upward trend to mostly A’s and a few B’s, how are my odds of getting into UCs?
- What other schools would I have a decent chance at?
- Which schools can I pick as “safety” schools?
- Can an okay SAT/ACT counteract below-average grades?
- Can essays explaining my situation assist in college admissions?
- What can I do to make amends?
I understand I still have another year and a half of high school to complete but as the worst is behind me, I wish to know my current standing. I would rather not go to community college (and my parents are against this too) but there are some decent ones in my area; if I must, I’ll go.
I am so sorry for more or less typing up a full-blown essay. These are dumb questions and I know I’m pretty screwed, haha. But if I could get a little feedback I would highly appreciate it. Thank you.