<p>I PROMISE THIS IS ENTERTAINING.</p>
<p>I'm sorry it's so long. I usually write long things--I have like no control over it. But you won't regret reading it.. </p>
<p>If you've taken the time to click and read this, you just gave me hope and made me very happy. Please take the time to read the whole thing; I need honest, real, and productive answers that will help in my future. I can't be the only one who's ever felt like this or has been in my shoes. </p>
<p>First, I'd like to give a little background information on myself, so everyone can know what kind of student I am. I'm not intending to brag at all; I'm a really shy and quiet person and I don't intend to show myself off. I honestly just want you guys to understand where I'm coming from. </p>
<p>I skipped first grade and studied 4th and 5th grade at the same time in a full-time gifted program at a certain elementary school in my state. In middle school, I didn't follow the normal path in math and science. For math, I studied Algebra 1 and Geometry at the same time in 7th grade in one classroom and "dual enrolled" high school in eighth grade for Algebra 2 every morning before my middle school's 1st period. </p>
<p>Upon entering high school, I had no guidance from an older sibling (only child) or any connections in the high school to help me for choosing my schedule. I had no idea about class rank or valedictorian. These were my Freshman year classes: </p>
<p>AP Biology
Band 2
Piano 2
English 1 G/H
Pre-Calculus
World Geography
Spanish 2 </p>
<p>The AP Biology and Pre-Calculus made me stand out with administration and students because no one as a Freshman ever took those classes. But I had no idea how much that Piano and World Geography would negatively impact my gpa. I bet you're wondering why I didn't take AP human. I honestly had no idea how AP would affect me that way. I regret not having more information but there was honestly no one around to give me it. </p>
<p>I've never gotten less than A in any class, so presumably, I had straight A's. Not knowing why my GPA was so low, only a 4.315??? I was so worried that I was doing something wrong. In my AP Bio class, I became friends with some upperclassmen that made me realize what happened: the piano and world geo really dumped my gpa because they weren't honors. Maybe if I had known about class rank and how it's weighted, I wouldn't made that mistake! </p>
<p>So... after semester 1 my class rank was THIRTY THREE. This is out of 692 freshmen. Okay I'm not trying to be a brat--but considering the type of student I was and the way I work hard through a health condition I have (crohn's and NG tube feeding) I was really disappointed in myself. Then I realized why I was so low and it was pretty revealing. After second semester my rank went to 16 and my counselor said that was because many freshmen couldn't handle their AP Human class and got B's. </p>
<p>Okay... I guess you could say I realized my mistake and made sure not do it again. It took me three weeks to decide on my Sophomore schedule and make it as strong as possible. I had limited classes offered for Sophomores. </p>
<p>But something happened inbetween this time. I learned about valedictorian and my chances.</p>
<p>People started telling me I would be the future Valedictorian. So that's something I heard about in books and movies but for some reason, I didn't know it was linked to class rank. I thought it was chosen by the school or was voted on--but apparently in my school,, it's all about the grades and classes you take and nothing else. WELL THAT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW--one year ago.. :( But everyone reassured me freshmen year class ranks are too general and don't count as much, and my AP Bio class still evens me out with whoever took AP human. We each have 1 AP, so I'm not exactly behind. </p>
<p>Then I learned about a major competition. Let's call him SP but that's not his real name or initials. His brother was our class valedictorian three years ago, and apparently, he's entered this school in the hopes of breaking his brother's GPA record and becoming the valedictorian. I try not to feel threatened by other people, because I want to believe in my own chances and abilities. I'm not the type to become jealous or to try to sabotage people. But something he has is cockiness. He acts as if he already knows he's valedictorian, but nothing has been determined. I really dislike the characteristic of overconfidence, and putting other people down to win or making yourself look better. I am not going to be untruthful--he's also very smart. He's also Gifted. He's a very Science-y person and he definitely has potential for valedictorian-yet, he's not very quiet about it. </p>
<p>Of course, I got a little nervous. Who wouldn't? But just like the Arabian horses in the Kentucky Derby, one must keep going as if they see nothing to their left or right. I will not let myself be distracted by him.</p>
<p>So upon learning of all these things, he approached me and began opening a passage of friendship. He somehow knew my name and everything about me. I let him become friends, but I'm still wary. </p>
<p>I chose the best possible classes that were available as a sophomore. No one else is taking the AP Calc--it's just because of that stuff in middle school and precalc last year.</p>
<p>English 2 G/H
AP Calculus AB
AP Chemistry
AP Environmental Science
AP World History
Wind Ensemble (Band)
Spanish 3 H</p>
<p>This is definitely MUCH better than last year, right? I haven't checked my freshman concluding class rank after the final report cards but I doubt it changed much... Please let me know what you think of these classes. </p>
<p>School starts for me on Monday... it's Saturday right now, so I have literally two days until a fierce competition starts. Without even wanting to really, I'm a part of this fight to the top (valedictorian). I made it my goal to become top ten before I entered high school, but then I learned about valedictorian, and I thought why not? </p>
<p>I learned of my other competitor's schedule, and he's only taking 3 AP classes... He didn't take AP world history because he hates history.. what does that make me? A higher rank? I've never gotten less than straight A's so I will definitely go for straight A's. Do you think if I try for 95 and above averages my class rank will be higher than a normal A grade? </p>
<p>Please give me advice, motivation, ideas, or ANYTHING. It has become so important to me. </p>
<p>I appreciate you if you read this. You are truly amazing :) </p>
So weighted, a lot could happen!! I’m glad you understand me:) it’s really all very stressful… I will definitely never cheat, but thanks for your luck; I’ll need it!! :)) </p>
We happen to be really good friends and FaceTime like all the time, and we even told each other we wouldn’t be over-competitive and the game would be totally fair. So we know each other pretty well. He thinks I’m a genius and I tell him that HE’S a genius, so it’s kind of funny. We both think we have potential for valedictorian. What I like about him is that he’s okay with being good friends throughout this all.
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