I’m a sophomore at a good, small LAC. The new semester starts in a couple days. I am on track to be an Economics major, I came into school thinking I’d likely be one. I’m a pretty smart kid but I’m not even that good at Econ (got B+s in the intro classes and a B in the most recent one I took), and I’m about to take the hardest class in the department. Another problem is, so many people at my school are Econ majors. When someone says “I’m an Econ major”, I see many people go “oh, another one of those”.
I’m more than just some generic Econ major. I’m really intellectually curious and have a lot of interests. I recently found I love philosophy so I was gonna double major in the two so I could feel like I was more unique, but it would require a lot of credits. I also didn’t want my math abilities to go to waste, so I’ve decided to probably go along the track of Econ major with Philosophy and Math minors.
I don’t know why I feel so dissatisfied with an Econ major. I can’t solely be a Philosophy major though (I don’t have much interest in going to law school), and while I could switch to a Math major I feel like that would eventually make me go crazy and I’d also be depressed.
I wish I could just start over again. Know what I wanted to do with my life. Tried a Computer Science class and gone with that (people who know how to write code? most valuable in the job market it seems). Or done a Math/Philosophy double major from the start. I’m not that good at Econ and I’m just gonna sit in the shadow of all the people who know what the heck they’re talking about while I’m “just another Econ major” and nothing more. Even Econ professors probably wouldn’t encourage more Econ majors because there’s already so many.