<p>I'm an international student from Beijing, China, interested in literature, languages, cinema, anthropology, philosophy, writing, art history, etc. What I look for the most from college, i guess, are the possibilities and freedom to study. I have no intention to get down to the job market very soon (very likely that I'll go to grad school), nor do I desire to pursue a specific academic/career path. Not very aggressive or ambitious, I do feed on challenges and fresh ideas, and search for intellectual growth and artistic exploration. My problem is that I'm not committed enough, have no strict, set goals, constantly swinging. </p>
<p>The schools I'm considering attending are Columbia and Brown. It was heartbreaking to rule out Amherst, but I decided that its location is less than ideal. (The artistic vibe at Vassar and Wesleyan also attracts me very much, and the oh-so-beautiful Middlebury!) I didn't get any FA from either school, but I'll try to reapply due to family financial changes next year. Not sure if it's possible for international students.</p>
<p>COLUMBIA
It's simply too hard to say no to the package of a great school and a great city. Though being more intense and competitive, it will certainly be very rewarding, realistically, and provide me with better connections to both academic and the job market. I'm not crazy about the idea of a Core, but I feel that it would be a positive challenge, especially to a humanities oriented student without solid basis of western knowledge. New York is indeed one of the most inspiring cities worldwide, which makes it daunting to a not very extroverted foreigner, too.
Simply put, I feel that Columbia would be more of a trial, a place tough to get by and excel, but more likely to grant me a streetwise success, in whatever senses. </p>
<p>BROWN
I feel that I'll be genuinely happier during my four years at Brown, given its Open Curriculum, and merits of close professor-student relation and tight-knit community that are more often related to LACs. In fact, I've taken a summer session at Brown and found it quite rewarding. I know that I'll be intellectually challenged at Brown no less than Columbia, but its more laid-back atmosphere and more hand-holding would make all these cultural shocks and adjustments easier. I like the fact that I won't be under too much control.
In a word, I'm pretty sure that I'll enjoy my time at Brown, as I've been told a million times. But I also heard that Brown is not such an intellectual powerhouse as Columbia, and apparently, Providence is no NYC.</p>
<p>Another issue worth mentioning is that I've developed depression in my teenage years, and have been on medication ever since. Now, as I'm willing to challenge myself a good bit, I don't want to be stressed out to have another mental breakdown or anything of that sort. </p>
<p>This decision is one of the most important so far in my life, and considering that I'm going abroad into a totally different culture and way of living, I'd love to hear from parents about life at and, more importantly, after college, since I really don't know anything about that.
All replies are greatly appreciated.</p>