“Formatted My First Draft based on an earlier post I found here. Any and all helpful criticism and pointers”
This past semester has been the most difficult I have been through and this was reflected in my poor academic progress in all my classes. Unfortunately, I did not put in the effort needed for the material in class, and my attendance was poor due to not feeling motivated or engaged with the coursework and resolving to just study the material myself. I know now that I should have reached out earlier to my professors as they showed me, they were more than willing to provide guidance. I felt embarrassed and distraught to be so lost which spiraled into my situation because I did not want to admit I needed any help. The gravity of my situation eventually caused me to become depressed and I distanced myself further from friends, family, and advisors for about 3-4 weeks.
Eventually, I reached out to some old friends and asked how they came to be satisfied and motivated in their current fields, I sought out my course advisor and professors, who while offering the best they could through make-up tests and homework they informed me my chances were slim. My inability to act quickly is entirely my fault, and this caused me to receive poor grades. I know now I can adapt swiftly when times get rough and I feel like I’m left alone to shoulder the burden.
During this Fall semester, I discovered a degree and career path I am finally excited to pursue. I realized neither Computer Science nor Economics were the right major for me. If admitted I plan to change my major from Economics to English with a minor in Math and Economics, I am confident that I am finally working towards a clear future for myself. I am more determined than ever to earn the bachelor’s degree I have worked towards since my high school days.
As shown in my academic history I have been very successful in keeping my grades high. I was able to with 17 credits and a combined 3.6 GPA. While my GPA has suffered greatly this past academic year, I know I can excel like I once did, but in a very out of character manner I allowed myself to lose hope in improving too quickly. I am now motivated to earn my Bachelors in English. Although this is the 3rd time I have failed to achieve the standards set for me, I know my plan for my academic future will make this the last time I am ever found lacking as a student.
Going into the spring 2020 semester, I have a plan to visit the Writing Center no less than 2 times a week, once for a personal appointment with a tutor at least once to work on class materials and activities but with close guidance rather than attempt independent study which has not worked well for me. I also plan to report to my academic advisor every Friday to review and discuss my weekly performance in order to quickly address any shortcomings and build on any successes. As for my Economics courses I will allot 2 hours weekly to meet with my professors during office hours to review the syllabus as the semester progresses and formulate study plans to build upon, eventually creating a habit I will not break. I will also adopt this practice to a lesser extent for my English classes to clear up any misunderstandings that may arise in the syllabus. Since I have found a career path to work towards with the help of my professors and especially my advisor, I know I can no longer afford to become lazy or discouraged with my work, as the only one I will really hurt is myself
I appreciate your time and consideration in this matter and it’s my hope that you will see from previous good standing that I can perform as expected. I genuinely regret my actions and apologize for not meeting my obligations as a Great Dane. I am ready to take responsibility for my failures and I am prepared to do what it takes sincerely hope you will consider readmitting me.