<p>School has always been a struggle for me because I have significant difficulties focusing/processing tasks quickly and consistently. My "least worst" subject throughout school has probably been math but I never took any advanced math and always had to spend 3-6+ times longer on any work than others. I would obsessively check for errors, which I would often find, so I got by in regular level math/sci okay with some tutoring as well. I'm was even worse at reading, history, etc. - anything requiring heavy reading (so writing about stuff I know & speech class weren't as difficult). </p>
<p>Anyway, I guess you might say I'm a bit slow to understand and make a lot of careless errors usually due to my lack of uninterrupted concentration (I have ADD and OCD). What should I consider here? Would I be pretty much committing suicide by going in for an undergrad in an engineering field? I guess you could say I have the personality for it (ISTJ-very detailed and meticulous) but I've never been able to focus very well on anything requiring sustained attention or fast processing (conversation (besides on a topic I'm very knowledgable about) and reading can be quite difficult). Ironically, I'm also very detailed, which poses some conflicts as you might imagine.</p>
<p>Mostly it's in input problem-once I finally "get" something, I really get it and can implement it. From what I hear, going to school for engineering is no easy feat, even for an above average student. I don't really have as much of an issue with persisting at a task compared to the stereotypical ADHD folks (though, I can get burned out and discouraged at times) since I'm a bit of a perfectionist, so with both of these issues, even fairly simple tasks can sometimes end up taking a really really long time for me finish correctly. I just don't want to go back to school to waste a bunch of my parent's money in a program where I won't be able to keep up with the classes.</p>
<p>PS: Both my brother and father have PhD's in engineering fields, but that's not the primary reason why I'm considering this field.</p>