<p>First off, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone here at CC. </p>
<p>It has been quite a while, since most of you have heard of me. I've only given two CCers updates, so I know many may be wondering how Knox is. Well, I officially finished my first trimester, and I'm back in Georgia for six weeks. </p>
<p>Academically, Knox is great! I loved most of my classes. I am expecting two A's and one B, but what I've learned about college is that it's hard to know your grades because professors never tell you. I took Gender on Film (freshman preceptorial), The Holocaust in Film and Theatre, and Contemporary Social Issues. I had a terrible Holocaust professor, but got through the class. It was pretty intense, no syllabus...we had a 10 hour Holocaust documentary the first weekend of college (not in English), etc.</p>
<p>I really love my sociology professor, and I'm taking her Sociology of Gender class next term. She is a visiting professor from Macalester, and she is fabulous! She is actually a pretty hard grader though. What I learned about college (Knox specifically) is that there are very few tests. I only had two in my sociology class (midterm/final), and that's it for the whole trimester. I know a lot of people who had zero finals, but just final papers instead. Anyways, I've done really well at Knox, and I'm proud of myself. Along with the other Sociology Gender class, I'm taking Social Movements and the Foundations of Theatre and Drama next term. :)</p>
<p>Socially, I wish I could say the same. I really do not think I fit in at Knox. I would categorize Knox in three ways: nerds, potheads/hipsters, and athletes/jocks. I know this is very general, and not everyone fits into these categories, but that's how I would place Knox students. I cried so much throughout the term. I did have a single, but I just didn't connect with anyone.</p>
<p>Knox is half the size of my high school, and before I came, I was the one who made my Knox Class of 2016 Facebook group, and it really did screw me over. Everyone knew who I was, and all the "close" friends I made prior to campus were fakes when I arrived. I did try out for all the plays, but did not get into any. I didn't join any clubs, but did get involved in a Galesburg Public Library Halloween event. I talk to peers in class, but besides that, I do not have much contact with them. I have ate breakfast, lunch, and dinner all by myself several times, but when I see someone I know, I do sit with them. I wouldn't say I have any true "friends" though. </p>
<p>When I first got to Knox, I got three dirty looks and a laugh directed towards me. People have been nothing, but unfriendly. The whole Midwest is friendly saying didn't hold true at Knox, but Knox isn't the whole Midwest of course. When we went to Iowa, everyone was friendly! </p>
<p>All the parties are at the frat houses, which I hate. Around 30% are involved with greek life, but since Knox is a small school, the presence is big. I did have a work study job 4 hours a week, but for scheduling matters, I will not be working there next term. Also, Galesburg isn't the best "college" town. There was a shooting by campus at a gas station a couple weeks ago, and my coworker (19 year old student) died in a drunk hit and run, while she was walking home at 3:30AM with a group of friends. Half of the kids at Knox are from the Chicago 'Burbs, and a good portion do go home on the weekend.</p>
<p>I will say that Knox is a very liberal campus, but in my opinion, it is not very accepting and open minded at all. The "Knox Bubble" is huge and gossip is like high school. My suite is co-ed and a suite-mate who complained daily how everyone thought she was a lesbian had the nerve to tell me "When are you going to come out of the closet? Everyone already knows you're gay." I'm not even gay, and these are the type of comments why I left the Bible Belt. </p>
<p>Transferring is something, which I have thought about. I am going to give Knox a year no matter what, but this is a serious consideration. I'm just not happy there and if I'm going 30k in debt for this school, I could have stayed in Georgia and hated it too, with much less debt. I love the school itself, just not the people. I love the trimester system, the academic calendar, the open curriculum, and how everything is set up. I know I've only been there two and a half months, so I'm optimistic about next term. I will def try to join some clubs, and maybe I'll meet some new people with my new classes. I do not want to transfer, but I just want to be happy for once.</p>
<p>It hurts to know how much I researched college and to know the end result, but I have no regrets about how I went about the process. I do think if I didn't pick the college the first time that I wouldn't apply again. I have thought about transferring to New College of Florida, since they have an even more open curriculum, no foreign language requirement (at Knox I'd have to take French for a year), no greek life, better weather, and it's an hour from my grandparents (no family in the Midwest). Besides New College, no idea where else I'd look into, and NC may be too hippy. Also, Knox isn't the easiest to get to. It was a pain flying home. But most transfer applications are due Feb-May, so I would have to make a decision quickly. It's just hard to know, but when do you know if a school is for you or not? I know some students who feel the same way and one girl is not coming back next term.</p>
<p>Financially, my parents can afford Knox, and even out of my 13 acceptances, only 4 were really affordable, hence why I applied to so many colleges. So that's something to take into account, also my low test scores. I do not want to transfer junior year because I want to study abroad the whole year, so it's pretty much sophomore year or never. I am def more of an East Coast person, not that fond of the Midwest. I think I would have fit better in the Northeast, but don't really know where to start in the transfer process. Like I said, I don't want to. So, we'll see. My parents do not know I am unhappy (they have hints), but my friends do. As soon as I got off the plane, my mom and two year old sister were wearing Knox t-shirts, while my dad was hating on Knox as soon as I got off the plane. </p>
<p>I was unsure if I should post this on CC because I know I'll get a lot of "I told you so's," so don't be too hard on me :)</p>