Hello Collegeconfidential, I am in a weird situation. I am from an immigrant Indian family so doing well in school is very important. Im currently a sophomore and I would say I have a pretty difficult schedule. Throughout the first semester I have kind of gotten significant amount of hatred for school and how students are forced to study stuff that is not even helping them in the future (and yes I do know that people often times have to do stuff they hate a lot) I have questioned the importance of school on the future and why stuff like math is being taught when automation is the future of our civilization. I fully accept responsibility of my grades and I am aware that everything I did was my own fault.
My grades
Summer school World History Honors: 98% I found this class pretty interesting so I tried pretty hard to get a good grade in the class
Summer school Online Health: 96% very easy A
English 2H : 83% This class is pretty tough considering that only around 6/30 people got As in my class. I often tried but like the stuff was so annoying and a bit tough for me. We had in class essays and average score would be like Cs and I often tried my best to prepare for them but I guess writing is something not I am very good at and I would also Get C averages. Tests were really specific on the novel and usually i would score around a B- which is the average test grade.
Math analysis/precalculus Honors: 81%
This class was going pretty well for me and I was proud of it because this class was considered one of those GPA killer classes because of how easy it is to do mistakes and how it could take a toll on a person’s grade. A month ago i had a 90% but it dropped a lot because of me just messing up. To be honest I could’ve prevented the mistakes from happening but I guess not everyone is perfect
Chemistry Honors: 85%
This class I found to be extremely boring; our teacher had many lectures that were so boring half the class would just sleep during the lectures. I would often not know anything until the last day in which I would cram everything leading to many silly mistakes on the tests.
AP Human Geo : 96%
Now this class I heavily thrived in because of how interesting I found this class to be. I would say about 75% of people didn’t have an A and Im pretty sure I have the highest grade in this class. This class in our school is actually quite difficult as the teacher can be tedious but fun at times.
French 2: 82%
Now this class kinda makes me mad how hard it is. The class is heavily curved and the 2 fluent students plus a couple of other smart students are the only people that have an A while everyone else has Bs and Cs. The tests are extremely hard for everyone.
PE: 97% Easy class
Now the thing is, my parents always trusted me with grades but this year I have been going through some many hard times questioning myself what I want to do in life and why school was so much emphasized in my life. They are now angry about the situation because they think that I won’t get into a top tier UC anymore like UCI and UCLA (I live in Socal btw). Their high standards are in contrasts with my standards to go to UCR and prolly do medicine. They have been brainwashed that undergraduate prestige matters A LOT for medical school and my dilemma with trying to enjoy life has made them really angry to a point that they want me to switch to a local not so great school so my gpa becomes better. I have recently cried many nights and have been depressed about this because its not like im failing at all, in fact I think im on course to get into UCR if I put a little more effort in the future. I have tried sitting down to talk to them but they do not really understand; they think that a B grade is pretty much a failure and taking a regular class and getting an A is much better.
What are your reccomendations for this problem? Im so sorry I made you guys read so much but I kinda am just sad that I have to leave all my friends and connections from my high school just because my 3.9 weighted wasn’t impressive to my parents.