@“Queen’s Mom” you aren’t a downer!!!
I know the feeling. I honestly almost called off the June ACT last night as the kid is so stressed and down I am doubtful for an improved result. Practice tests have him exactly where he was at before. We are done after this for sure. He didn’t want to call it off but boy, I’ll be glad when it is over.
All the numbers matter, some are just more pleasant to focus on that others for sure. S19 and S17 are having really terrible end of semester experiences in their foreign language classes. It was FL intervention night at my house last night, including researching tutors and reaching out for one teacher, I’ll be reaching out for the other today. Both have 4 weeks to turn this around. Very ugly surprise in the numbers when I checked online grades last night, S17 has an F in Spanish 3 (in all fairness he missed a test and 2 homework assignments due to a field trip, he’d been at a B- before that) and S19 has a D in French 3. I am going to try to focus on the positive here though. Both kids are absolutely lost and were in denial and not asking for help. I had no idea it was that bad. I needed to know and they needed to know that they really can come to me with this stuff. As a parent I need to teach them it is ok not to understand, and to reach out when they are in over their heads instead of just fighting through it. Like me, they’d rather just fight through it on their own but I’ve not led them well in this area and apparently actions have spoken louder than words.
I had an amazing email exchange with S17’s teacher and we’ve a plan his teacher and I feel confident that he can turn this around. He did take the missing test yesterday which will help but given his lack of confidence (we have past tense issues apparently) on how well he did, I am not expecting better than D’s or C’s on the missing items. However, if he can grasp the concept, she does offer the opportunity to redo past work once the concept is mastered so he really has a solid chance of getting it back to that B that he ended the 3rd quarter with. She believes in him, and I am so glad I contacted her directly. My general policy on that stuff is pretty hands off, letting the child drive it but this time, this time it was really worth reaching out.
Hoping for a similar result with S19 although in his case the issues are very different and arguably more easily fixed…although I suspect the grade cannot be fixed with that kind of ease, he had a horrid 3rd quarter grade in that class. That one makes me sad as the ability is there. He is not a child that belongs in the 3-3.4 thread and he is going to put himself there with pure laziness, intellectual arrogance and pride. S17 on the other hard works incredibly hard, it’s just harder for him.
Sorry for the digression, it was an emotional night here…crying teens, lots of hugs, etc.
Tuition matters. A lot. I have those numbers too. 4 rankings. Sigh.
- Affordable = 3
- Affordable with auto merit per published data/NPC's = 4 (includes the 3 that were already affordable)
- Affordable with small loan, factoring in 2 kids in school for 2 years = 6 more, 10 total.
- Affordable only if the school considers our circumstances and allows for 2 kids in school for 3 or more years, or an adjustment due to NCP, allows an NCP waiver and factors that in or gives a giant chunk more merit to compensate, or S gets music $$ (or a combo of all the above) = 9 more.
Total working list is 19 but there are a LOT S hasn’t really looked at yet and won’t till school is out. I will be far more comfortable if EFC is adjusted at a profile school due to #4 items, than banking on 2 kids in college for 2-3 years. Heaven forbid S19 takes a gap year or what have you, it’s a risky proposition. I do not like one of the schools that is in category #1 and #2 which means only 3 are sure financial bets and at the moment S only loves 1 of them. I hate that number. Of course he likes the one we do not. It’s on the list. But not really in my mind (and H’s).
I suppose the only number I do like is that category #1 and #2 are all safeties.
Right now for applications I think “my” ideal, so we cast a wide academic and financial net are
3 safeties
4 match
1 reach
1 high reach
I am not sure S will go for 10 apps, in his mind I suspect the number is 5 though we have discussed 5-8. I’ll go back in august and rerun all the NPC’s and check on the updated scholarship/merit info for the “short list” and suspect more will fall off.
Unless I win the lottery. Or S opens his mind to other instate (Or Jesuit school) options, including our flagship (which would be a reach anyway).