<p>So, your parents “hate you, are disowning you, and are refusing to pay for college.” But you still think in terms of “summer programs in latin america or spain.” Hmmm, that seems like a rather large and sudden shift in your lifestyle/situation.</p>
<p>I’m merely one adult reading between the lines, but I think your parents have decided to send you a wake up message, and I doubt that it has anything to do with your agnosticism.</p>
<p>Better try to figure it out, and then make things right with your parents.</p>