Please help me I am really confused. I am into my junior year of college and I am still not sure which healthcare career I want to pursue. I worked as a pharmacy technician in retail and had a horrible boss which contributed to me hating the experience. Also when I worked there the counting of pills stressed me out plus I was the only tech there and I always felt lost. I prefer group settings and I don’t think i’ll ever be able to memorize all the brand and generic drug names. And I do not like how you’re working against a clock and you have 50 tasks that need to get done at once and you’re the boss as a pharmacist so all responsibility falls on you if anything messes up…and some patients are very rude they treat you like a slave. I know so many people that pursue this field and they seem to love everything about it and it comes so easily to them…maybe I just don’t have the confidence or personality for it and am scared I will mess up
The things I do like about it are:
the flexible hours, working 2 days a week, or when needed as floaters. I feel that if I master all the tasks that stress me out it’s a pretty straightforward job
learning about drug interactions
conversing with patients
the pay
I am also thinking of PT or optometry. PT sounds really interesting; I like how interactive it is and how your physically working to help reduce the pain of a patient. I am an active person so I feel I will enjoy that. I also like how you’re not looking at a screen all day. To me, the PT environment seems more people friendly. The con is I know it pays less than pharmacy and requires the same amount of studying and I am not sure if hours are flexible.
I don’t know much about optometry. I hear the pay is good but you probably need to start your own practice for that and I am not sure how I feel about that.
This is the year to be taking grad school exams and doing applications and I still don’t know what I want and everyone around me does…I feel because I don’t have a clear path my grades and motivation have also suffered. I don’t even know if i’ll get into any grad schools with my gpa.
In the end I just want to be happy and make a good living. I am really lost. If someone could guide me I would really appreciate it.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.