<p>Hi All-</p>
<p>I'm a first year, Freshman, at Penn State. I am an aspiring business major; I want to either work on Wall Street or in the Entertainment business down the line.
The Smeal School of Business here has a few certain requirements: 3.2 Minimum GPA, and minimum grade of a C in a few classes, notably for my purposes my Math 110 class, Technical Calculus as the syllabus calls it. </p>
<p>Now when the year began, I was not worried- I took Honors Calc in high school last year and got an A- in the class. However, once the year began, I became quite worried. My teacher's name was Ping and I could barely understand a word he said- he was undoubtably one of the worst teachers I have ever had.</p>
<p>Our grade is constituted of 2 Mid Terms, a Quiz grade made up of the average of 12 quizzes that counts equal to the other two midterms, and a Final Exam grade, worth 150% of what the exams are worth. </p>
<p>Never in my mind did I think I was going to get below a C in the class- I hadn't gotten below a B- in any class since my sophomore year of high school. </p>
<p>However, I knew the class would be somewhat difficulut, and I put in a decent amount of studying over the semester. I got a 65 on the first exam, a 75 on the second exam, and an 86 on the quiz grade. I was doing decent- A solid C average. </p>
<p>I realized that I was unprepared when studying for the final last week, and decided to go to a tutoring service downtown called "Liontutors" they charge 40 dollars, and then do a comprehensive review of the whole course and give a huge packet to study. I paid, sat through the review, and thought I would be in decent shape. I studied more the next 2 or so days, staying up til early in the morning each time. </p>
<p>Finally, when the exam came, I was blank. I looked at the majority of the 25 problems and was clueless. I did what I could, and was not confident afterwards. </p>
<p>I hoped deserpately that I got the 60 I needed to get the C in the class. To no avail. I got an email about an hour ago telling me my score: a 60....out of 150. A 40%. The worst test grade I have ever gotten in my life. My final grade for the class dropped to a D. I have to retake the class If i want to remain in the business program. My GPA is tanked from my first semester in college. How screwed am I ? Should I change my major? I don't know what to do, and really just needed to vent this out because I haven't been this upset with myself or with anything in a very, very, very long time. It really feels surreal because I have done very well in schoolwork for the last 4 or so years and its just very odd to be in such bad shape as I am already in my first college semester. </p>
<p>Can someone please give me some hope, or something? I feel absolutely terrible.</p>