I’m in my junior year at a top 50 liberal arts college, having just transferred in from their early college program. I’ve been here three weeks thus far.
I’ve been informed I’m at risk for expulsion or suspension at the moment, without right to a hearing or judiciary process of any kind, nor any right to speak to those making the decisions. The reason being I forged a teacher’s signature on a document requesting a class. The backstory there, and why this reaction from the school doesn’t make any logical sense, is that the school approached the teacher in question and asked her about this, and she stated that she would like me to remain in her class, does not feel this has damaged our relationship in any way, and has no wishes to press the issue. I had contacted her after I submitted the document stating what went on, and could we meet. We met, and she was very sweet, saying she was just sorry the events in questions worked out the way they did. She was not unaware of the document’s existence since we’d thoroughly discussed it (it was a petition for credit working alongside her outside class), it was a matter of me realizing I didn’t have it on me the day of our initial meeting, going to our registrar with the intention of discussing when the deadline was with them since it wasn’t online, on the form, and no one I had asked, including four Deans, knew of it, and them saying I needed to hand the form in that day if I was going to submit it at all. So I did. The teacher was not on campus that day, and wouldn’t be until the following week, when it’d be too late for submittal. Is that an excuse? No, absolutely not. I can go on about the pressure of that moment and this school in general, and explain why I made a stupid decision, but that’s not of use here. The essence of this being that I submitted that document, regretted it, contacted the teacher and apologized, they understood and accepted said apology, that should be the end of the story. But it’s not - the Dean who got ahold of it, and asked her if she signed it, is now unwilling to accept her decision to keep me in her class. In fact, he called me in to say that she is “no longer involved in this in any way - her opinion doesn’t matter. This is administrative now.”
This Dean does not have a friendly reputation, to put it lightly, but to push a matter to these dire ends when it concerns a faculty member who is not pressing the issue, and a student who is not only new, but a Dean’s List student and admissions representative who started college at age 16 with absolutely no record or history of disciplinary issues, or even anything below a ‘B’ on finals reports, is absurd. To deny me the right to a hearing, or due process? This is a private college, they are fully within their right to do that, but in the past I’ve only seen such an action as that when two meth dealers were caught manufacturing on campus. This Dean is not only denying me due process, but has contacted my advisors, and the other deans of the college, as well as the Vice President of the college, to inform them of my actions. The Dean in question also did not want me here prior to this - how do I know this? I am pursuing a major that the college is phasing out, in which he is now the sole program advisor for. He has no academic relation to said major (Interdisciplinary Studies), nor does he want to work with students on it any longer (hence the major being taken out of catalogue next year). I was moving forward with the major regardless, because it was advertised to me as existing, and since it still existed in the college handbook, I was within right to moderate towards it. I don’t think this man wants to work with me, ever. I don’t know why a Dean in his position (head of students + studies) and power would make such moves to indict me unless the intention was to have me expelled or suspended. I don’t know why the opinions and wishes of the one person my actions truly affected given that the proposal was going to be redacted (he will not allow redaction, despite the professor and I agreeing that was the best option) does not matter to him. I believe he is irrational, but that since this is a private institution, I have no means to defend myself against this.
I was told by him, face-to-face, that he has no idea when he’ll be able to get back to me on the decision, and that he is ‘travelling’ and will be away from campus this week, and to not expect a result before then. If disciplinary action is handed down, I will have no forewarning, and will have to evacuate campus in 24 hours. Since this is not going through a judiciary process, I cannot appeal, nor can I meet with the executive board making the decisions.
I enjoy my teachers, I enjoy my classmates, I enjoy this campus. This is an odd situation, and one I’m not sure how to move forward in. My only options as of now seem to be to 1.) Wait with this pendulum over my head, knowing the college’s only options are either to suspend, expel, or let me off with a warning. or 2.) Take control of the situation before it can damage my academic career forever, and withdraw.
For those who suggest they may let me off with academic probation - I am not eligible for it, given my GPA is too high to qualify, and I have no repeated offenses or actions that ‘damage or threaten myself or others’ which are the qualifications for that. This school has NO other disciplinary systems in place aside from probation, suspension, or expulsion. If they were to let me off with a warning, that’s something that already would have done, there would be no disciplinary board hearing as there is now, nor would the Dean have involved as many departments as he did (Student Advising, Dean’s Affairs, Registrar, President’s Office, Academic Affairs, President of the College, my own advisors and professors, etc…
Thoughts? Advice? I’m lost; I’m on immensely unfamiliar ground here, in a situation I cannot control, and that has no rational to it. I thought parents might be of most assistance here.
Thank you.
(Please note - chastisements are not what I am looking for, nor statements reiterating how in the wrong I was. If you’re of the opinion that I should have my permanent record scourged forever over this, that’s fine, you’re absolutely entitled to think that, but I’m seeking advice from those who are a bit less extremist than that in their thinking. Thank you.)
Also - for those who may ask, yes, my permanent record matters since I do not intend to only attend this school, I’m planning on graduate school, and was in fact considering transferring seeing as my desired program was being phased out here.