<p>I started debate in 9th grade, and went to two tournaments in the beginning of this year (10th), and recently, I've realized that I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't enjoy debating about politics, spending an hour or more every night writing speeches the week before a tournament, getting up early on Saturdays to fall asleep in the chamber, especially when I can be devoting more time towards my 5 AP class schedule (and 2 honors). I've never even PLACED at a local tournament (even though my coach says I'm good and that I'd place if I wrote more speeches). I had fun last year, but this year it's like a chore to do it. I just don't like it.</p>
<p>The problem is, I would feel awful if I quit. Last year would've been a total waste, plus I'd look like a lazy failure. I WANT to like it, but I don't. Another problem - it's such a great EC. Doing debate for 4 years looks pretty good on college apps, right? What am I going to replace it with? Here are my ECs:</p>
<ul>
<li>Student Council (9th)</li>
<li>American Red Cross (10th, president for 11th and 12th)</li>
<li>Key Club (all 4 years)</li>
<li>Tennis (7 years by the time I graduate; didn't make the team last year, planning to for the next 3 years; will be starting to play in tournaments... possibly)</li>
<li>Congressional Award</li>
<li>Volunteering at local hospital</li>
<li>Volunteering at tennis camp over the summer</li>
</ul>
<p>ANOTHER PROBLEM - for the Congressional Award, I need a Personal Development goal (debate, piano, art, yoga, etc.). My goal was to write 2 debate speeches per week. I know how to play the piano, but I haven't played since May. But I might get back to it depending on if I actually quit debate.</p>
<p>So what do you guys think? Should I quit? And if I do, will my ECs suffice, or would I have to take on something else to replace it?</p>