<p>Many times, you find that people bottle up their thoughts and secrets and feel consumed with them because there's no one to tell these many things to and there's not enough time in the day.So here's a thread to say whatever and however you feel.or it could be just anything you're thinking about RIGHT THIS MOMENT....let me start.</p>
<p>I'm a senior in Florida who can't help but be worried about if I'll receive enough money to go to college and if i'll have enough money to truly ensure that my senior year will be the best year EVER.I'm in love with a friend not sure how to go about this "love", especially knowing I could potentially lose him in a year. On September 11th i'll be taking the national ACT test for the 3rd time and NEED to rise from a 23 at least to 28!!!I'm hoping my father will pull himself together by the end of my school year so my mother wont have to do everything by herself.Even when i go to college I'm worried about being alone without my normal friends and my mother being all by herself in our home. </p>
<p>This actually made me feel pretty good, not trying to be depressing.but just EXPRESS YOURSELF however you want, especially if you're a senior 2011 because i know there's a lot running through your mind right now. Typing it all out will help.promise.</p>
<p>TRY IT :)</p>
<p>you have a lot of stuff to worry about this year. try and stay strong :)</p>
<p>what is going on in my life? well i spent the day on an internet binge, and then realized i was on the internet to numb the guilt of being on the internet. i went and did some math and felt clean again. i guess it’s time to sleep. i also wish my roommates would break up because one of them’s clearly abusing the other.</p>
<p>Thank you.Lol sounds like you had an interesting day.Thanks for sharing teenager. Hope your roomates break up…i think…hope the situation’s not to serious.goodluck with that :)</p>
<p>I’m really tired of those certain people who are always annoying me and pestering me all the time and, even though I drop extremely obvious clues and hints that I don’t like them and that I don’t want to talk to them, they still continue to bother me. What’s worse is that I’m too nice to actually call them out and confront them in front of everyone because I don’t want to hurt their feelings, but seriously, I want to them up and kick their UGH. Especially this one guy, who keeps getting all touchy-touchy with me; thinks he’s so funny and laughs like a weirdo in my summer SAT class and is ALWAYS turning around to look at me expecting me to laugh because he thinks his jokes are so funny; and is always stalking me on Facebook. One time, he messaged me on Chat and I ignored him. For the next ten minutes, he kept trying to talk to me and saying hi every each minute during those ten minutes. And I’m not kidding.</p>
<p>I just realized how long the ranting thread has been dead for</p>
<p>It’s probably on page 400 by now :O</p>
<p>…ummmm.wow.you REALLY expressed yourself there TRUFFLIEPUFF.hmmmm…i hope you feel better and i DEFINITELY hope that person stays away from you and leaves you the heck alone lol.Have a great night though!!! :)</p>
<p>I’m really horny right now…</p>
<p>-CelaPlusAimple-what exactly are you talking about???lol</p>
<p>permit me to demonstrate :b</p>
<p>-ApatheticLove-You’re funny, go to sleep :p</p>
<p>sureeeee cela go ahead</p>
<p>Well, you guys, keep on sharing…gonna go to sleep now,be back tomorrow!!!hope everyone enjoys their night :)</p>
<p>lately i’ve been having a lot of bad memories/regrets that just pop into my head for random reasons.</p>
<p>like dating this guy i met on a suicide website, and then having him call me names and stuff and getting into arguments that never really ended. at one point he said he had post-traumatic stress disorder from meeting me…which in the context was obviously a joke, but it was still hurtful because he said it with anger. and he kept giving me grief over my religion, and never apologized for that. so every time i think about computer stuff, or the UK, or anything related to him those memories pop into my head and i go blank for a while.</p>
<p>i’ve been having a lot of guy regrets in general. i’ve never really had a relationship that was kosher and “felt right” and i really regret going out with guys i didn’t actually like. like a couple weeks ago this 48-year-old guy sexually pleasured me even though i repeatedly told him no, i wasn’t into him, i only liked him as a friend etc. when i told him he couldn’t touch me anymore he argued with me for an hour about how touch was good and how i needed it. my friends say he took advantage of me and now i feel taken advantage of.</p>
<p>the other two guys i’ve had physical contact with…one of them i knew for two days before we started going out, and very shortly afterwards we realized we had nothing in common. and one of them was 300 pounds, forced a kiss on me, and constantly begged for sexual activity that i didn’t want. and then i posted an ad looking for sexual encounters on craigslist but i left school and moved across the country so nothing became of that. overall, it’s just been … sleazy, the whole thing. and i used to think i didn’t mind that, but now i feel like my dating life has been hollow. now i want a guy who likes me and treats me right. (i mean, i guess i’ve always had guys who liked me, we just didn’t know each other enough to get close, and the hollow part was having “boyfriends” who weren’t really friends.)</p>
<p>and then i remember the people from the mental hospital, who bullied me and called me judgmental because i asked a girl if she wore ed hardy and then i said “wait, probably not.” (usually when i go to that store most of the people are black - she was white. it was a casual comment, i didn’t realize how seriously people take fashion.) and then there were a bunch more incidents that invariably cause me anger/embarrassment whenever i think about them. and i think about them not infrequently.</p>
<p>i was reading an article that says experiences make you happier than possessions. i guess this means bad memories drag you down. i haven’t really felt it before but now i’m feeling the stings more and more often. so i guess i need to build good memories.</p>
<p>^
Wow.</p>
<p>So basically what’s going on in my life is I am really stressed out about my schedule next year, my AP classes, and cross country. I feel like I haven’t been running enough lately and I don’t want to seem like a lazy sloth. Also, I feel like I need to lose a few pounds, but my friends say I don’t need to. What do they know? I just got back from vacation and I was doing homework part of the time. I have been doing homework all summer long. My only recreational activity has been running. It seems so unfair, but I know that a lot of people have tons of summer work too.</p>
<p>I’ve had my thoughts of this girl for the longest. I’ve recently come to terms with the fact that I really like her.</p>
<p>Meanwhile.</p>
<p>I hate the person I was. I’m in the process of changing, and I see how much an ******* I was. I see the errors I had made in my life. I see why I never was social. I always focused on academics, but didn’t believe sociability was important. I was miserable, had no friends, and never got out.</p>
<p>I want to change that now, because I’m not going down that path.</p>
<p>^ do it! it’s never too late and you won’t regret it</p>
<p>ummm whoa teenager.you should report that if you feel abused in any sort of way.but if you dont…idk if you’re religious or not.but if you are…PRAY…if your not, take a second and find your inner zen and relax and think about starting a better life with a new and improved you.I’m sure you’re an awesome person ;)</p>
<p>*yes MIT,do it.being sociable makes the world go round ;)</p>
<p>*crimson,dont be so self critical you think you need to lose weight…but if you really want to, eat some yummy salads.they’re great!and keep on running.i’m sure your academics will be fine as long as you remember to relax and focus while still having fun :D</p>
<p>I’m watching House right now, and I’ve decided Wilson is the love of my life.</p>