Re-admission to prestigious LAC after Medical Leave

Hi,

I am new to this site but will seek advice anywhere I can on this situation as it is very important to me that I solve this problem.

I graduated from a private college prep high school in 2011 with plans to attend a prestigious liberal arts college in the fall with a merit based scholarship. My high school grades had been very strong with mostly A’s and A-'s in an IB diploma program and my SAT scores were good as well (about a 2180 if I recall correctly). The end of my senior year of high school, however, I started to battle a lot of depression due to circumstances in my life at the time and missed a lot of school. I had to really push myself to make it to graduation but nonetheless I knew how important everything I had worked for was and managed to get through and graduate.

When I started college in the fall I was more depressed because surrounding issues and I also felt burned out after all the pressure I put on myself in high school. After the first month I was asked to take a year of mandatory medical leave and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. In my year off I did an internship, got a part time job, and later also took non-matriculating part time courses at UPenn LPS. I re-applied to my LAC for the fall of 2012 and returned but realized through the semester I was still not managing my bipolar; I was very depressed at times and impulsive and manic at others and couldn’t focus on my education. I finished the fall semester with only a 2.5 GPA (yikes!) but 2 weeks into the spring 2013 semester I realized I hit rock bottom and decided (this time not mandatory or forced but instead on my own) that I was going to withdraw and take medical leave a second time.

In the past year I got proper treatment and I feel 100% better about my mental health. This past fall I took 2 courses at my in-state college (that is the max. number a part time student can take) and have felt consistently more confident in my ability to succeed once again the way I did in high school and have been taking school seriously. But 2 courses at a state school was obviously not going to satisfy my compared to the competitive college I was attending before, so I decided once I was doing better that I would re-apply for admission again to my LAC. The dean told me that although I had shown great progress by taking classes elsewhere and positive letters from therapists, etc. I still couldn’t be re-admitted for spring 2014 because they wanted to see successful grades from a full year of leave in a program as strenuous as theirs. This would mean I would need to take at least 15 credits this semester somewhere and earn excellent grades in order to be re-admitted next fall.

So my question is this: My state college (UDel) will not allow non-matric students to take more that 7 credits. What can I do/ where could I go to take a full course load to satisfy my deans request? Also, any other suggestions on things that would be beneficial to do in my next semester off to add to my re-admission application.

Thank you

Would you consider taking courses online?

Also, do you <em>really</em> want to go back to school full-time? Does your LAC allow part-time students as long as they show progress?

The Dean should be using information from your LAC’s counseling office to help with this decision.

It seems to me that you are really hung up on the LAC but they aren’t working with you. Could UPenn LPS be a more permanent solution for you?

What is the real question, is it the scholarship money or trying to graduate in four years? Or not being allowed to go to college part-time?

There was a janitor at Columbia University who ended up getting a bachelor’s degree, it took him over 10 years. If the scholarship money is not an issue, maybe working part-time and taking one or two classes at a time would work out better for you. I would hate to see your health suffer being forced to go back full-time, if the degree you get from part-time and from full-time will be the same.

Good luck, it sounds like you have been through a lot.

I am not concerned about the scholarship money, I mostly mentioned that because it was a merit scholarship that I never applied for but the college awarded me nonetheless because they wanted me to attend the school and now it’s as though they think I’m not qualified.

I could remain part time in a program like UPenn LPS but the issue is that I <em>reeaaaallly really</em> do want to go back full time. I am the sort of person that needs structure in my day to day life and I thrive and feel best when I’m being challenged academically. I feel that I am just not occupying my time enough or being stimulated to the extent I need to as a part time student. I have accepted the fact that I will not graduate after 4 years but I would still like to be taking more classes to be challenged and keep busy. I wasn’t ready to do this yet 2 years ago because of my health circumstances but now that I have that under control I want to be a student full time again, so I am definitely not being forced. That’s why I must figure out a way to meet my deans requirements of what I need to do in my next semester away so I can return to my LAC as a full time student in the fall.

If I can’t do that I am going to need to come up with a plan-b because I just want to be back in school full time and my education means so much to me right now. This setback has been very hard for me, and I’m glad I was able to deal with my bipolar disorder but I’m wanting to move on now.